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Letting go of the access baggage / Wednesday, December 09, 2009 @ 11:59 PM
I am soooooooooooo enjoying the holidays!! However at the back of my mind I still have yet to finish my work review, photocopying of worksheets and do up the classroom! I have been procrasinating to go back to school. I shall do so on Friday, need to clean up the desk a little too so that I can start the new year with a clearer and cleaner work station. Anyone free want to follow me to do up my classroom you are soooooooo welcome!!
Actually its messy in my room too. I have been so busy with overviews and classes that my room works as a pitstop for me to change and then go out again. I have been wanting to clean out my wardrobe since most of the clothes are too big for me and they look awful on me. I finally did so today!! Yay! Now I have 3 big bags of clothes that are too big and I do not know what to do with them. Apparently it cost more to alter them to make them smaller so I decided to let most of them go.
I have set aside one bag of clothes that I think I shall wear them when I am pregnant one day, since its so big haha. Dont waste right? Maternity clothes are so expensive nowadays.
Anyway, it was difficult for me to take these clothes out and put it aside. As I went through the clothes, I thought some of the clothes were really ugly and made me look older. What in the world was I thinking when I bought them???
There are some clothes that are really comfortable and I really like them so I did not really want to give them away. However, I realise that I was really letting go of my old self. All the baggage that came along with it. I thought I was happy but really, I was not. I was not happy everytime I looked in the mirror. I did not like what I see in the mirror. This was someone I never want to go back to and even as I went out and ask for opinions from my parents, my dad ask me this:
"What if you grow fat again?"
I will never ever go back to being fat again. Ever.
I think I must program my mind to think so. Its so very important for me to be accomplishing something at all times. I feel GREAT now, in fact I do not remember feeling this great in a long time, not just physically, but emotionally and mentally as well.
On Monday I was with Jac at This Fashion and I used to loathe this place because all the outfits were sooooooooo small and I can never fit into any. But now I can!!! How exciting!!
Bottomline, I am proud of myself, I do not need others to tell me that they are proud of me, I know it and it feels great. I feel like I can be a better leader to all, when I feel great myself. Yes there are challenges but after all the challenges in the last few years, now I feel like I can take on almost anything. I have no fear, I am happy and I look forward to living and loving life on top of building this life changing business.
These few days have been filled with soooo much laughter. Let me share and record the wonderful memories here!
On Monday, I decided to not go for morning classes. It was so rushing last week and I did not want to go through that again. So met with Jac (last min decision!) to go to KB at PM together. Before that of course met with sweetie Jesseca at PS to get a cake for Ed's birthday.
Ed was the first few instructors I started with. I used to attend her Thurs night class at Simei and I still remember feeling like my heart was going to burst while doing her KB because I was struggling to catch my breath! Now, so many kgs lighter, I am able to do her KB a little bit cooler, not too much of a struggle. Perhaps I got used to her style!
She turned 25!!
Jess and me played a prank on our dear instructor. I know it sounds a bit evil but Ed is always calling out our names whenever we miss a move or forget something. Always! So I guess there is some kind of expectation to do well when you are a regular?!! Haha..anyway Jess placed relightable candles on the cake and poor Ed was huffing adn puffing but the fire on the candles did not go off!!
It was seriously soooooooooooooooooooooo funny!!! Best of all we recorded this and placed it on facebook! Wahahahha! Now everybody can see!
Jess, we make a great team of prankster hor haha.
Trademark banana!! Some of the photos were sooo funny its a pity some were a bit blur. But nevertheless, it was fun and yes because of the bananas, there were so many obscene jokes, luckily not heard by others or anyone underage. Haha :p
I like this picture the best!! Pink and black! This time, DD and Sandy really got banana-ed!!!
Looking forward to ............ everyday!!! Happy holidays!!
Letting go of the access baggage
I am soooooooooooo enjoying the holidays!! However at the back of my mind I still have yet to finish my work review, photocopying of worksheets and do up the classroom! I have been procrasinating to go back to school. I shall do so on Friday, need to clean up the desk a little too so that I can start the new year with a clearer and cleaner work station. Anyone free want to follow me to do up my classroom you are soooooooo welcome!!
Actually its messy in my room too. I have been so busy with overviews and classes that my room works as a pitstop for me to change and then go out again. I have been wanting to clean out my wardrobe since most of the clothes are too big for me and they look awful on me. I finally did so today!! Yay! Now I have 3 big bags of clothes that are too big and I do not know what to do with them. Apparently it cost more to alter them to make them smaller so I decided to let most of them go.
I have set aside one bag of clothes that I think I shall wear them when I am pregnant one day, since its so big haha. Dont waste right? Maternity clothes are so expensive nowadays.
Anyway, it was difficult for me to take these clothes out and put it aside. As I went through the clothes, I thought some of the clothes were really ugly and made me look older. What in the world was I thinking when I bought them???
There are some clothes that are really comfortable and I really like them so I did not really want to give them away. However, I realise that I was really letting go of my old self. All the baggage that came along with it. I thought I was happy but really, I was not. I was not happy everytime I looked in the mirror. I did not like what I see in the mirror. This was someone I never want to go back to and even as I went out and ask for opinions from my parents, my dad ask me this:
"What if you grow fat again?"
I will never ever go back to being fat again. Ever.
I think I must program my mind to think so. Its so very important for me to be accomplishing something at all times. I feel GREAT now, in fact I do not remember feeling this great in a long time, not just physically, but emotionally and mentally as well.
On Monday I was with Jac at This Fashion and I used to loathe this place because all the outfits were sooooooooo small and I can never fit into any. But now I can!!! How exciting!!
Bottomline, I am proud of myself, I do not need others to tell me that they are proud of me, I know it and it feels great. I feel like I can be a better leader to all, when I feel great myself. Yes there are challenges but after all the challenges in the last few years, now I feel like I can take on almost anything. I have no fear, I am happy and I look forward to living and loving life on top of building this life changing business.
These few days have been filled with soooo much laughter. Let me share and record the wonderful memories here!
On Monday, I decided to not go for morning classes. It was so rushing last week and I did not want to go through that again. So met with Jac (last min decision!) to go to KB at PM together. Before that of course met with sweetie Jesseca at PS to get a cake for Ed's birthday.
Ed was the first few instructors I started with. I used to attend her Thurs night class at Simei and I still remember feeling like my heart was going to burst while doing her KB because I was struggling to catch my breath! Now, so many kgs lighter, I am able to do her KB a little bit cooler, not too much of a struggle. Perhaps I got used to her style!
She turned 25!!
Jess and me played a prank on our dear instructor. I know it sounds a bit evil but Ed is always calling out our names whenever we miss a move or forget something. Always! So I guess there is some kind of expectation to do well when you are a regular?!! Haha..anyway Jess placed relightable candles on the cake and poor Ed was huffing adn puffing but the fire on the candles did not go off!!
It was seriously soooooooooooooooooooooo funny!!! Best of all we recorded this and placed it on facebook! Wahahahha! Now everybody can see!
Jess, we make a great team of prankster hor haha.
After Ed left (she was rushing to the next class), we did our usual nonsense except this time we captured it via camera! Trying to do side kick pose for 2 people with knee problem was not easy at all! But I thought we did well ok ;) Missing my love Debbie though :(
Tuesday:
Influenced by Ju to go TS for CL. The routine was very nice because we had partners and there was swinging. My partner Sandy was great but there was a team behind us that kept stepping onto my leg during the routine...aiyo. Then went over to Bugis for BEB and then home. Ju said that we should rest before KB at night and that attending Des KB at 3 pm was madness because that would mean that I would have attended 6 classes for that day. Ok ok I know.
Came back to Tampines in the evening for KB. I think we are all sooo used to Bong's style that when DD took over, I just cannot seem to remember the routine. Of course there was the usual distraction in front of me but the directional changes really was starting to annoy me that I cannot remember the routine!! Argh! I thought DD sounded angry because it was messy and the crowd generally cannot remember too :p
Did Shewolf for the last time and this time I thought I was not so blur. 3 weeks to get it..must be really slow hahaha. Banana gang was in pink and I brought special souvenior for everyone to pose with!
Tuesday:
Influenced by Ju to go TS for CL. The routine was very nice because we had partners and there was swinging. My partner Sandy was great but there was a team behind us that kept stepping onto my leg during the routine...aiyo. Then went over to Bugis for BEB and then home. Ju said that we should rest before KB at night and that attending Des KB at 3 pm was madness because that would mean that I would have attended 6 classes for that day. Ok ok I know.
Came back to Tampines in the evening for KB. I think we are all sooo used to Bong's style that when DD took over, I just cannot seem to remember the routine. Of course there was the usual distraction in front of me but the directional changes really was starting to annoy me that I cannot remember the routine!! Argh! I thought DD sounded angry because it was messy and the crowd generally cannot remember too :p
Did Shewolf for the last time and this time I thought I was not so blur. 3 weeks to get it..must be really slow hahaha. Banana gang was in pink and I brought special souvenior for everyone to pose with!
Trademark banana!! Some of the photos were sooo funny its a pity some were a bit blur. But nevertheless, it was fun and yes because of the bananas, there were so many obscene jokes, luckily not heard by others or anyone underage. Haha :p
I like this picture the best!! Pink and black! This time, DD and Sandy really got banana-ed!!!
Looking forward to ............ everyday!!! Happy holidays!!
