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Triggered thoughts! / Wednesday, September 06, 2006 @ 5:51 PM
I feel that life as a student is quite bubbled. I am so involved with the classes, assignments and the projects that I have lost touch with the 'real world'. Do not get me wrong, I am thankful that I am away from certain negative traits of the 'real world' but I feel like I do not maximise my potential. Well, all this will be over in less than 10 months so I am trying my best to enjoy learning. Its learning, not studying. Learning is suppose to be fun and insightful. Even though it may be dry sometimes, I try my best to keep my eyes open, but sometimes, it just cant be done. So forgive me for popping the sweets into my mouth all the time.
Apparently, we have been 'warned' that being a special needs officer will not be easy but hey who says 'real world' will be easy? Who the hell said that? I do not view at it as being difficult but rather as a challenge. I realise that my life goals must always be in my mind and that I do not lose focus of the bigger picture.
Also, I find switching mode from being a student in the day to being a business owner at night not quite adjusted yet. I see the change in me but I have got to step up on the BWW tools. I have lost touch with the audio tools, due to formating issues but I still try to listen in the mornings when I get ready. Now I know why it is 9 steps, not 4 steps, 3 steps or 7.5 steps. Its affecting my thought process, speech pattern and my actions. I just have to retrace my steps back.
My lecturer said something today:
'Maturity is important in accepting people as they are.'
As much as I try to accept people as they are, they is always this little voice that will choose to judge that someone. I really hate that voice. I want to get rid of it! Of course it is not possible so I guess all I can do is dilute it with what I see and hear. I can choose what to see and listen, it is not up to anyone else. If this statement is true, then I have not reach that level of maturity that I want yet. I will continually keep on working on it.
I pray that God give me the strenth and courage to get through this. And of course, some dose of energy that can prevent me from falling asleep at the bus stop while waiting for the bus.
I made a promise this month. I am going to make it happen. This is it. I cant tell someone who travelled halfway across the world that I failed. I want to tell her that I made it.
And I will. But for now, visit him.
I feel that life as a student is quite bubbled. I am so involved with the classes, assignments and the projects that I have lost touch with the 'real world'. Do not get me wrong, I am thankful that I am away from certain negative traits of the 'real world' but I feel like I do not maximise my potential. Well, all this will be over in less than 10 months so I am trying my best to enjoy learning. Its learning, not studying. Learning is suppose to be fun and insightful. Even though it may be dry sometimes, I try my best to keep my eyes open, but sometimes, it just cant be done. So forgive me for popping the sweets into my mouth all the time.
Apparently, we have been 'warned' that being a special needs officer will not be easy but hey who says 'real world' will be easy? Who the hell said that? I do not view at it as being difficult but rather as a challenge. I realise that my life goals must always be in my mind and that I do not lose focus of the bigger picture.
Also, I find switching mode from being a student in the day to being a business owner at night not quite adjusted yet. I see the change in me but I have got to step up on the BWW tools. I have lost touch with the audio tools, due to formating issues but I still try to listen in the mornings when I get ready. Now I know why it is 9 steps, not 4 steps, 3 steps or 7.5 steps. Its affecting my thought process, speech pattern and my actions. I just have to retrace my steps back.
My lecturer said something today:
'Maturity is important in accepting people as they are.'
As much as I try to accept people as they are, they is always this little voice that will choose to judge that someone. I really hate that voice. I want to get rid of it! Of course it is not possible so I guess all I can do is dilute it with what I see and hear. I can choose what to see and listen, it is not up to anyone else. If this statement is true, then I have not reach that level of maturity that I want yet. I will continually keep on working on it.
I pray that God give me the strenth and courage to get through this. And of course, some dose of energy that can prevent me from falling asleep at the bus stop while waiting for the bus.
I made a promise this month. I am going to make it happen. This is it. I cant tell someone who travelled halfway across the world that I failed. I want to tell her that I made it.
And I will. But for now, visit him.
