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New cat friend and shocking news / Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @ 11:59 PM
Its Wednesday. I seriously do not remember what day it is since I am at home all week. Latest news, if you do not know yet, is that my mc has been extended to another week, that is until end of this week. Since the sharp pain incident, I went to a nearby doctor who specialises in bone issues. He must be a really good doctor because it was a 4 hour wait to see him. Can you believe that??!! Already in pain and must wait soooooooooo long. Anyway there were a lot of elderly people there and it was kinda of depressing waiting for so long. Thank goodness, I came home first, watch a dvd and went back downstairs and waited for 2 hours before I finally saw him.
Anyway this doctor seems to think that I have no fracture at all, but instead what may be injured is a soft bone that explains why there was sudden sharp pain and sometimes no pain at all. He said since I am young, the soft bone will tend to hide away inside thus not causing any pain. When moving a lot (like walking) it will come back out and since it is injured, that causes the pain. He also thinks that the pain is most likely because of swollen capillary so he gave me medication that cost me 80 freaking bucks! Seriously, I only had $75 and I gave the counter $5 of coins!!
2 different doctors tell me 2 different things. Hmm, my instinct says to go with the 2nd doctor. He is older and seem to have more experience.
So there goes another week. I am seriously worried sick about my abandoned work so today I decided to drop by the school to submit my mc, and settle whatever I can. It was madness as we rushed because partner has class at 12 pm and I was only there at 11.15 pm. My forms and collection of money and cheque were so messy (my fault really) and I am glad it got sorted out. Still, I felt bad that I had to leave by 12 plus since the school buses were coming in and we were not allowed to park the car outside. My colleagues really helped a lot especially with the form collection so I am forever grateful. I think I shall get them some food in this stressful period!
What was more shocking was the email from the boss. Apparently we will be hosting the bosses of schools for Phase 5 intake. I know that my boss is a wonderful and inspirational public speaker and even though it was no suprise why PSB kept picking our school to host, it was still shocking because we will be presenting in front of the 'atas' crowd..not just any crowd. I am still unsure of what needs to be done by then, except get our rooms ready. Actually our rooms are always ready, we have visitors throughout the year! Haha.
Thank you for the honour but still we cannot help but feel nervous about it.
Anyway, putting that aside, let me introduce to you another bundle of joy. This is Totti!!
When I came home today, I thought it was Tommy who was sleeping but it was in fact, Totti! He has grown so big already and a spitting image of Tommy and Tommy's behavior. Tommy seemed to like him too and do not fight with Totti even when Totti start eating his portion of food. Totti is cute as he is small and he is super quick to react. Look at his sleepy face.
I am just glad that I did not gain any weight in the first week I became a stay home daughter. Even though I do not feel as light as when I do workouts, I am glad that the lack of movement is not causing any weight gain. Let's keep it that way.
Meanwhile, I have to watch what I eat and this corn cup is a perfect snack. Its low in calorie, low fat and high in fibre. Today after dropping by school, we went to eat at forks and spoon and or course we ordered the usual Ayam Bakar that I have been craving to eat. Went home straight as I really do not want to strain my knee any more which may cause it to take a longer time to heal.
That is why I was so glad that Bro sent me to PS, saving me a lot of walk. Met bestie there and she gave me a super belated birthday present. She already gave me a birthday treat and movie treat so I was not expecting anything else. Check out what she gave me:
Card that says 'How to be a good daughter' (You mean I am not? Haha! ) and a name display that was handmade. Wah..handmade seh..so sweet right. Of course on top of that, she gave a lot of fat in the form of chocolate cheese cake. That was really yummy and actually Naf ate almost half of it so she got the fats. Share the fats!!!
I shall be back doing workouts very soon and I will come back and go all out! Watch out for my anticipated return!! Muahaha.
Open meeting was great and I was so happy when Raj showed a video of our mentors. I sooo miss them and I feel like I have not done them proud by not accomplishing my goals. It makes me sad and I cannot stand the feeling of letting someone down especially after that person believed in me.
I am making it happen and this injury is almost like a blessing in disguise. It had given me some time to clean up, reorganise home and re-set my goals. This 2009 will be dedicated to change. My change. It shall be the focus this year, physical, mental and emotional change. And by the end of this year, I will be the ME that I have always wanted to be.
Embracing this change, getting stronger by the minute.
Brand New Double Eagle
2 Eagle legs
August 2009
New cat friend and shocking news
Its Wednesday. I seriously do not remember what day it is since I am at home all week. Latest news, if you do not know yet, is that my mc has been extended to another week, that is until end of this week. Since the sharp pain incident, I went to a nearby doctor who specialises in bone issues. He must be a really good doctor because it was a 4 hour wait to see him. Can you believe that??!! Already in pain and must wait soooooooooo long. Anyway there were a lot of elderly people there and it was kinda of depressing waiting for so long. Thank goodness, I came home first, watch a dvd and went back downstairs and waited for 2 hours before I finally saw him.
Anyway this doctor seems to think that I have no fracture at all, but instead what may be injured is a soft bone that explains why there was sudden sharp pain and sometimes no pain at all. He said since I am young, the soft bone will tend to hide away inside thus not causing any pain. When moving a lot (like walking) it will come back out and since it is injured, that causes the pain. He also thinks that the pain is most likely because of swollen capillary so he gave me medication that cost me 80 freaking bucks! Seriously, I only had $75 and I gave the counter $5 of coins!!
2 different doctors tell me 2 different things. Hmm, my instinct says to go with the 2nd doctor. He is older and seem to have more experience.
So there goes another week. I am seriously worried sick about my abandoned work so today I decided to drop by the school to submit my mc, and settle whatever I can. It was madness as we rushed because partner has class at 12 pm and I was only there at 11.15 pm. My forms and collection of money and cheque were so messy (my fault really) and I am glad it got sorted out. Still, I felt bad that I had to leave by 12 plus since the school buses were coming in and we were not allowed to park the car outside. My colleagues really helped a lot especially with the form collection so I am forever grateful. I think I shall get them some food in this stressful period!
What was more shocking was the email from the boss. Apparently we will be hosting the bosses of schools for Phase 5 intake. I know that my boss is a wonderful and inspirational public speaker and even though it was no suprise why PSB kept picking our school to host, it was still shocking because we will be presenting in front of the 'atas' crowd..not just any crowd. I am still unsure of what needs to be done by then, except get our rooms ready. Actually our rooms are always ready, we have visitors throughout the year! Haha.
Thank you for the honour but still we cannot help but feel nervous about it.
Anyway, putting that aside, let me introduce to you another bundle of joy. This is Totti!!
When I came home today, I thought it was Tommy who was sleeping but it was in fact, Totti! He has grown so big already and a spitting image of Tommy and Tommy's behavior. Tommy seemed to like him too and do not fight with Totti even when Totti start eating his portion of food. Totti is cute as he is small and he is super quick to react. Look at his sleepy face.
I am just glad that I did not gain any weight in the first week I became a stay home daughter. Even though I do not feel as light as when I do workouts, I am glad that the lack of movement is not causing any weight gain. Let's keep it that way.
Meanwhile, I have to watch what I eat and this corn cup is a perfect snack. Its low in calorie, low fat and high in fibre. Today after dropping by school, we went to eat at forks and spoon and or course we ordered the usual Ayam Bakar that I have been craving to eat. Went home straight as I really do not want to strain my knee any more which may cause it to take a longer time to heal.
That is why I was so glad that Bro sent me to PS, saving me a lot of walk. Met bestie there and she gave me a super belated birthday present. She already gave me a birthday treat and movie treat so I was not expecting anything else. Check out what she gave me:
Card that says 'How to be a good daughter' (You mean I am not? Haha! ) and a name display that was handmade. Wah..handmade seh..so sweet right. Of course on top of that, she gave a lot of fat in the form of chocolate cheese cake. That was really yummy and actually Naf ate almost half of it so she got the fats. Share the fats!!!
I shall be back doing workouts very soon and I will come back and go all out! Watch out for my anticipated return!! Muahaha.
Open meeting was great and I was so happy when Raj showed a video of our mentors. I sooo miss them and I feel like I have not done them proud by not accomplishing my goals. It makes me sad and I cannot stand the feeling of letting someone down especially after that person believed in me.
I am making it happen and this injury is almost like a blessing in disguise. It had given me some time to clean up, reorganise home and re-set my goals. This 2009 will be dedicated to change. My change. It shall be the focus this year, physical, mental and emotional change. And by the end of this year, I will be the ME that I have always wanted to be.
Embracing this change, getting stronger by the minute.
Brand New Double Eagle
2 Eagle legs
August 2009
