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Don't wish / Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 9:52 PM
Don't wish

I came home around 9 pm and found out that my brother was in school so that means only one thing. I can use the computer.

After solat and all, I realise its too late to make phonecalls so I shall do the calls tomorrow. I actually really hate that I am putting it off to tomorrow. In my experience, anything that is postponed will usually not happen at all. SOooooo I shall make sure I squeeze in some time tomorrow to make the calls before open meeting even though it will be pretty hectic.

Today was generally a good day because 2 people thought I was younger than my age. Haha!First was Ken who thought I was 22, and then this lady whom I met for STP/overview who thought I was 23 so woohoo! I am sure ALL ladies would love to hear this more often right? Haha.

Mom helped me pack lunch and breakfast again. So sweet right, I think she sees I am running here and there being so busy so she voluntarily help me do all this. Initially I had to cut the fruits myself, even after I come home late at night. I even remembered thinking then, "How nice if someone were to help me cut and and pack the food.." And now, voila! It all begins with a thought.

Today's meal: Tuna sandwich and milo for breakfast (I love milo!!) and chicken salad for lunch. See the purple thingy. I do not even know what it is called. It looks good but it turned out to be thicker than the lettuce and I really hated it. I literally took it out to throw away. Haha. I finished the rest of the salad though.


I think the main reason for my laziness is because I was doing it for me. In my opinion, if we were to do things for ourselves, we tend to discount ourselves. You know, we do not have to clean the room, we do not mind the mess, we do not need to cook, we are not hungry anyway, etc. However, if we were to do it for someone else, there is an unexplainable joy that comes along with it. I am sure when I am married, I will gladly pack food for my husband and kids (so they can healthily as well) but for now, packing for myself is a drag.

The same thing applies to this business. If your sole reason is to make money for you, for you to spend more, then I must say that it will work-- but not last. When we do things for others, we do it for the emotional reason behind it. I am doing this business to retire my parents, to allow them to live in peace after working for donkey years. A reason bigger than myself, was the only thing that kept me going.

If you have not found a bigger reason than you, I urge you to reflect and think. Look deeper and you may just discover something incredible within you.

Wealth does not come from having great riches; (true) wealth is from the contentment of the soul. -[Bukhari]

Like what Altaf always said, we are here for wealth. Not just for money, but for things that are of higher values than money.

I skipped SW class today as my legs are still jelly-like after last night's 2 hours cardio. I felt bad. Since there is no meeting tomorrow, I shall hop over to the Parkmall outlet and do NB class at 5.30 pm before heading to function. Yay.

Came across this from the current book I am reading:
Better is not something you wish, its something you become.

Don't wish it were easier, wish you were better.
Don't wish for fewer problems, wish for more skills.
Don't wish for less of a challenge, wish for more wisdom.
--Seven strategies for wealth and happiness (Jim Rohn)--


It bothers me whenever someone say they wish for something to happen because wishing will not result to anything. Doing will.

This same thought process is what I shall instill in my students. They always say: I wish the paper was easy. I wish I can read and understand. I wish I can do the paper.

My answer is standard: Wishing alone is not enough. Things will never be easier so you might as well make sure you get better. I am always heartened to see them practice the 'No negative' rule in my class. How do I make them transfer this skill even outside my class? Hmm.......

Well, great things take time!

SOooooooo fired after STP today, we are doubling!

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