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You can call me Noi! This blog consists of my thoughts. I am just a simple person with BIG dreams! Like the charcoal, hot pressure and extreme heat must be present in order to create a Diamond. I am in the exact same process.
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Its 1 am now. / Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 1:32 AM
I should be sleeping now. Just came back from night owl and again the coffee is making me sleepless. I probably will not feel sleepy even if I did not drink the coffee you know.
Today's BBS and night owl was more phenomenal than I thought it would be. Its soooooooooo awesome! I learnt a great deal when Muthu shared about his encounter with the judge boss. I have always kept what I do separate from my day job..and I have been pretty successful in doing that. As I try to make sure I perform the best I ever can in the day job, I always have the mindset to not tell the true truth to the bosses if I were to be questioned about this.
However, after listeing to Muthu and Sheila's story, I think I changed my mind. I am not doing any immoral, illegal or against any law. Why should I hide it right? In fact, it is because of what I do on the side, I am who I am today and I am very happy with how I turned out because of this system. I have become a better daughter, sister, friend, teacher, employee, its impact is like a ripple effect that is unstoppable.
So if one day I am asked, I shall speak the truth. I refuse to live with fear. I choose to live with faith.
The team is experiencing explosive growth right now. RIGHT NOW. Really explosive, but I still feel like I can go faster. Faster! Faster! Not that I am impatient, but I feel like I have almost paid my dues, and I feel like I deserve to be right there on stage. I feel like my team mates deserve to be there on stage as well. But alas, perhaps God has a plan, He is testing us. God needs to see if we are ready to embrace leadership because he has trusted, into our hands, the lives of young people, their future, their legacy.
Are we ready for this kind of leadership? Am I ready?
I do not know. I feel like my past experieces have brought me priceless lessons, some costly lessons. Now is the time to embrace this and move. Move so fast. Bring as many people along with me. Support. Care. Love.
I just want you to always remember that I am always here for you. Understand that.
On top of it all, I feel that I have to make my mentors proud. I know they are waiting for me to say, "Yes, I have done it." and they are waiting to spread the news to the team worldwide. I also know they cannot wait to say, "Here is this lady whom have been left to figure so many things out by herself, gone through so many challenges and yet here she is making it happen anyway. We are proud of her."
Its 1 am now
I should be sleeping now. Just came back from night owl and again the coffee is making me sleepless. I probably will not feel sleepy even if I did not drink the coffee you know.
Today's BBS and night owl was more phenomenal than I thought it would be. Its soooooooooo awesome! I learnt a great deal when Muthu shared about his encounter with the judge boss. I have always kept what I do separate from my day job..and I have been pretty successful in doing that. As I try to make sure I perform the best I ever can in the day job, I always have the mindset to not tell the true truth to the bosses if I were to be questioned about this.
However, after listeing to Muthu and Sheila's story, I think I changed my mind. I am not doing any immoral, illegal or against any law. Why should I hide it right? In fact, it is because of what I do on the side, I am who I am today and I am very happy with how I turned out because of this system. I have become a better daughter, sister, friend, teacher, employee, its impact is like a ripple effect that is unstoppable.
So if one day I am asked, I shall speak the truth. I refuse to live with fear. I choose to live with faith.
The team is experiencing explosive growth right now. RIGHT NOW. Really explosive, but I still feel like I can go faster. Faster! Faster! Not that I am impatient, but I feel like I have almost paid my dues, and I feel like I deserve to be right there on stage. I feel like my team mates deserve to be there on stage as well. But alas, perhaps God has a plan, He is testing us. God needs to see if we are ready to embrace leadership because he has trusted, into our hands, the lives of young people, their future, their legacy.
Are we ready for this kind of leadership? Am I ready?
I do not know. I feel like my past experieces have brought me priceless lessons, some costly lessons. Now is the time to embrace this and move. Move so fast. Bring as many people along with me. Support. Care. Love.
I just want you to always remember that I am always here for you. Understand that.
On top of it all, I feel that I have to make my mentors proud. I know they are waiting for me to say, "Yes, I have done it." and they are waiting to spread the news to the team worldwide. I also know they cannot wait to say, "Here is this lady whom have been left to figure so many things out by herself, gone through so many challenges and yet here she is making it happen anyway. We are proud of her."
I also feel like my other guiders who may not be around physically with me, are always with me in spirit. I dreamt of one of them last night. I always feel like I connect with this person, and I so miss his presence along with his wife. But in the dream, he did not say anything to me. He only gave me a thumbs up and a reassuring look.
Yes, I teared a little upon waking up. I know I am always in your thoughts. You are in mine too.
I shall make you so proud of me. I am making it.
2 Eagle Legs
Eagle Academy
August 2009
ps: I will update about the happenings of last week soon!
Yes, I teared a little upon waking up. I know I am always in your thoughts. You are in mine too.
I shall make you so proud of me. I am making it.
2 Eagle Legs
Eagle Academy
August 2009
ps: I will update about the happenings of last week soon!
