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You can call me Noi! This blog consists of my thoughts. I am just a simple person with BIG dreams! Like the charcoal, hot pressure and extreme heat must be present in order to create a Diamond. I am in the exact same process.
Eagles belong to the sky / Unbelievable / Still awake ah? / Making it worth it / Calling / Influence / Monday Pink / Aim it / Energy / Smiling Face /
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This test is somewhat true! I do use humour a lot, when I am pissed, when I am sad, when I am happy etc. I mean, rather than be unhappy, might as well use humour and add some laughs right? The thing is, challenges will always be around. I am no problem free. But I chose to react in this manner so that it will not affect me emotionally. Its very sad to see people easily affected with little things. It just goes to show that they do not have full control of their emotions. Today I was telling one of team mate, not to ever let anyone make you feel bad. They can say whatever they want but never ever feel bad about it and never ever put yourself down. The worst of all is to feel sorry for yourself. Gone were the days where I sympathise with people who are going through rough patches in their lives. I empathise with you, but sorry I do not sympathise. I will only weaken you if I do that.
I just came back from KB and MTV class and I am soooooooooo glad I chose to go Tampines today! I missed MTV class for 2 weeks simply because I could not get a spot at KB class and it did not make sense to me to go all the way to Tampines for just one class. Today was enjoyable, as usual a lot of laughter, all thanks to his sense of humour. His funny line today is "Can you all walk like a girl?!!" Wahahaha. So funny. Trust me when I say that I cannot stop laughing, and I am right in front some more! Haha!
KB was super crowded. There are 48 people in the whole studio and I almost kicked the person behind me! Aiyo. I was standing behind 2 newcomers too and their kicks and and punches are going all over the place but that is not as annoying as having no space to do a full swing kick.
Since one of the instructors mentioned before that kickboxing is one of the fastest way to weight loss, I have never missed an opportunity to attend KB classes. Given choices like CL, NB, LO, HiLO, BEB or any other dance classes, I shall choose KB anytime.
Edlyn's KB at Kovan today was so exhausting to me. I was panting and I am usually fitter than that! I do not know whether its got anything to do with the fact that I did not do any workout for the pass 2 days and the last workout on Saturday was BEB thats not of high intensity.
Must be consistent. I know.
After KB class ends at 1.30, had a overview- sort of. My guest, a friend of Fyrouz was really smart I thought. He is thinker and a multi tasker. I like people who think and go get information before jumping to any conclusions. It was more of a chit chat lah, not really an overview, but I believe Fyrouz had done a wonderful job in edifying me before this meet up so this guy was very teachable and was very willing to listen to me.
I like this guy, very smart and I definitely want smart people to be part of my team. Thats actually what I pray for. I do not pray for numbers, I pray for good quality people who I can treat like family when they choose to be part of the team.
I think I used to pray for all the wrong things. I used to pray for all the wrong things, for all the wrong reasons. Kumar actually taught us to pray. He said, in your prayers ask for these:
1. good mental and physical health
2. peace of mind
3. good relationships with people in my life
4. plenty of laughter
I guess I am in pretty good health state. But I shall also continue to reclaim my health by losing all this excess weight. Peace of mind is halfway done. I was extremely touched when someone actually said that even if I were to passed away tommorow, my legacy and teachings will continue to live in my team mates.
I was incredibly touched. I know my life is worth living and I am so thankful for this blessing. And another blessing is of course the good relationship that I have with the people around me. I am very happy to be able to get along with most people and while I continue to master the art of talking and knowing people, I realised that I am not doing it just for me. I am doing it for them, their future, and my future as well.
One thing is for sure. You cannot lead if people are not comfortable with you and do not know where you are going. You also cannot be a good leader if people feel like you do not care about them.
Ultimately, it all comes down to love.
I love my life now, and I shall make sure my life is not wasted watching tv, doing things that is not going benefit me in the long run. I finally feel like I have achieved a sense of balance in my life, but of course that are some loopholes that are waiting to filled. I am in control of my life but some aspects of it, I shall leave it to the Almighty.
I guess God has a time for everything so I shall continue to have faith in Him. For now, absolute focus on my team's goals.
Brand New Double Eagle
5 Eagles from team
FED Singapore
27,28 November 2009
