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Leap! / Saturday, July 21, 2007 @ 9:53 PM
Its been one week already. I am wondering why is it I am so swarmed with work. Last Thursday, we were celebrating being halfway through module 3. Yay! I think module 3 is so taxing because there are not just so much project to do, there are homeworks and reflections to do after every lesson. ^$%*)&^)(&+()*!
I do understand that the trainers are very committed to training us to be the best at what we do, but juggling this and school and the same time is very exhausting. I actually appreciate sleeping for 1 extra hour on days that I have trainings. Isnt that just pathetic? Furthermore, I had to postpone a lot of appointments and my business is somehow on a hold due to this crazy schedule. I was rushing to type out the proposal for the self esteem project on Thur night so that I show my groupmates the next day. I cannot believe I wait till the last minute, but truly I did not realise I had been putting it off to do the other million things I have to.
I am so in desperate need of a break.
Some positive news! Wed open was so great! We had an Emerald in the house and it was perfect for me as I had 2 guests. Woohoo. He was so humble and so average that I think I lot of people could relate to him. I was so glad I was there, I remember being so completely drained on Wed afternoon and the thought to skip open meeting existed in me. Thank goodness I did not, I would have missed a lot if I did. I have learned that the best functions are the ones that you do not attend. I also thank God that whenever I feel like all hope is lost, He send me little signs in the form of people as reminders. I know that no matter how rough the journey is, I will get there, I will the winner that I am meant to be.
I went home on Wednesday with renewed hope.
So this months BOM is such a blast! The last book that was in a story format was 'The Ant and The Elephant'. I am so in love with this book that I cannot wait to share it at PASE! Since the waiting time for buses and train were annoying me, I decided to be proactive. I am now known as the girl reading at the bus stop while waiting for the long awaited bus to arrive.
Of course I would be so engrossed in the book and only when the bus is near, I realised that it is time to stop reading. While walking to the train station, I cannot wait to start reading the book again and that was when I saw my reflection. I am the nerd girl with the book in her hands. Oh well, better than reading newspapers right?
Like I said, I am so behind on assignments and stuff, there are so many things to organise and I really wonder how I am going to get through this. I am almost embarrassed to call Samina, no thanks to my crazy schedule. She only has 1 advice for me and I already know what it is.
Part of our success comes from passion and belief in what we are doing. But another comes from the clarity of our vision.
It is sad when people do things and do not know why they are doing it. For myself, my clarity of why I do what I do remains the same. I am not disturbed by little facts from people who do not know much. You can tell me a whole lot of truth and it will not even bother me. Ihe only truth is what you believe, it does not matter what people say.
I think some people still do not understand that being in the top 20% of the population is not going to be the same as being in the 80%. It is a pity and my heart breaks a little whenever I see potential being ignored or thrown away just because they are listening to the wrong person. I guess, not everyone is chosen to be in the 20% of population. It is supposed to be less crowded at the top.
You just need that leap of faith to get through. What is stopping you now?
Leap!
Its been one week already. I am wondering why is it I am so swarmed with work. Last Thursday, we were celebrating being halfway through module 3. Yay! I think module 3 is so taxing because there are not just so much project to do, there are homeworks and reflections to do after every lesson. ^$%*)&^)(&+()*!
I do understand that the trainers are very committed to training us to be the best at what we do, but juggling this and school and the same time is very exhausting. I actually appreciate sleeping for 1 extra hour on days that I have trainings. Isnt that just pathetic? Furthermore, I had to postpone a lot of appointments and my business is somehow on a hold due to this crazy schedule. I was rushing to type out the proposal for the self esteem project on Thur night so that I show my groupmates the next day. I cannot believe I wait till the last minute, but truly I did not realise I had been putting it off to do the other million things I have to.
I am so in desperate need of a break.
Some positive news! Wed open was so great! We had an Emerald in the house and it was perfect for me as I had 2 guests. Woohoo. He was so humble and so average that I think I lot of people could relate to him. I was so glad I was there, I remember being so completely drained on Wed afternoon and the thought to skip open meeting existed in me. Thank goodness I did not, I would have missed a lot if I did. I have learned that the best functions are the ones that you do not attend. I also thank God that whenever I feel like all hope is lost, He send me little signs in the form of people as reminders. I know that no matter how rough the journey is, I will get there, I will the winner that I am meant to be.
I went home on Wednesday with renewed hope.
So this months BOM is such a blast! The last book that was in a story format was 'The Ant and The Elephant'. I am so in love with this book that I cannot wait to share it at PASE! Since the waiting time for buses and train were annoying me, I decided to be proactive. I am now known as the girl reading at the bus stop while waiting for the long awaited bus to arrive.
Of course I would be so engrossed in the book and only when the bus is near, I realised that it is time to stop reading. While walking to the train station, I cannot wait to start reading the book again and that was when I saw my reflection. I am the nerd girl with the book in her hands. Oh well, better than reading newspapers right?
Like I said, I am so behind on assignments and stuff, there are so many things to organise and I really wonder how I am going to get through this. I am almost embarrassed to call Samina, no thanks to my crazy schedule. She only has 1 advice for me and I already know what it is.
Part of our success comes from passion and belief in what we are doing. But another comes from the clarity of our vision.
It is sad when people do things and do not know why they are doing it. For myself, my clarity of why I do what I do remains the same. I am not disturbed by little facts from people who do not know much. You can tell me a whole lot of truth and it will not even bother me. Ihe only truth is what you believe, it does not matter what people say.
I think some people still do not understand that being in the top 20% of the population is not going to be the same as being in the 80%. It is a pity and my heart breaks a little whenever I see potential being ignored or thrown away just because they are listening to the wrong person. I guess, not everyone is chosen to be in the 20% of population. It is supposed to be less crowded at the top.
You just need that leap of faith to get through. What is stopping you now?
