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Snow / Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 11:35 PM
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It has been madness week! But overall, I am happy because that meant that I have spent my time productively. I do not know how to explain the sense of urgency that I have now. Its like I am building the team as if I will not be around for long. Just to be on the safe side, I still do worry a little if they (the bosses of bosses) attempt to send me for training again next year. Also, with my mentors coming down to Singapore in a few months time, I HAVE to produce results, I just have to! I do not think that its automatic that people trust me. Especially after meeting for many 'C' listers, I realise that any form of chemistry between me and the person I am meeting is generated from pure care. One cannot fake to care. Its just natural and once people make a decision to trust me and move on to the next step, I automatically will treat that person just like family. I must say that the business has exploded more than I thought it would and that is simply AWESOME. I feel like this is somehow my last chance to make this line work, and after figuring so many things out, I have no more excuse to fail. This is a done deal. We are still growing and exploding and our numbers will double and triple by Eagle Academy! I know I am behind on updates, I will update on Saturday, when I have a few hours free at night. I am so packed until Sunday and this is the third week that I will not be able to go weekend grocery shopping. Hmm, leaving everything to mum to help me get this done. Planning the timetable sucks. I had to make a very difficult decision to release some students under my care due to time constraint. I do so with a very heavy heart because some of these students are already close to me. I wish I can teach them all but my timetable is really packed and I am left with no time to do admin work, even finding time to photocopy worksheets is a challenge. For Mons and Tues, my schedule is ongoing all the way until 12 pm before I get my first break of the day. It is very hard to let go but I think the kids are better off with someone who can see them more often. Thank you for all the compliments on weight loss, I was actually cornered by 2 of my colleagues on Wednesday during lunch. They started asking me so many questions on how I did it, how long etc. I feel like I am advertising the gym. Seriously, I am paid nothing ok. Haha..anyway to do anything sucessfully, the only key is to start, and do not quit. Thats all. I still have a long way to go ok, 10 more kg to go and I shall get there by end of this year!I shall not become complacent about it! I can achieve anything that I set my mind to. Will be excitedly doing system training tomorrow at PASE. I just got to know it like yesterday and frankly I do not know what I will talk about. Haha. Watch this space. We are growing fast. The team is growing in numbers, people are growing inside, we are doubling and tripling our numbers by Eagle Academy and the youngest Eagle in BWW Singapore will come from this team. We are unstoppable! 2 Eagle legs Eagle Academy August 2009 |