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Keep moving anyway / Monday, August 03, 2009 @ 11:28 PM
Keep moving anyway


Ok I wanted to do a long entry with a lot of pictures but somehow my USB hp connection is not working so I am unable to transfer the so many pictures in the phone to the computer. So annoying lah..I was so looking forward to jot down the wonderful memories of the past week. I am determined to blog anyway since I have so many thoughts in my head waiting to be expressed through words so here goes anyway...

This week was fruitful as always and I think this is the consecutive 2 weeks I did 7 nights. It was awesome and my head is filled with so many things to do, I shall continue to remain focus and organize so that I can give my absolute best in whatever I do. I think this spirit of doing my absolute best at everything I do does not derive from nowhere. It is because I choose to do things with passion, doing things reluctantly does no one any good especially myself.

Wednesday's open was awesome, 4 guests from my team and I think that is the most so far. However I am sure that this is the smallest number we have, we will be tripling the numbers from function to function so woohoo.




Took this picture when I was one out of the two people in Darryl's HH class on Saturday. Quite pathetic haha but since moving to Tampines Darryl has a lot more students in his class.

I attended the last class at Simei ever 1 day before its last day. It was Edlyn's KB class and we skip abdominals and did 55 mins of KB, tiring but so good. I really think I burned the most calories in her class! Haha! After that stayed on for LO and I really felt that I had no more energy left considering that we had a follow up appointment at 9.45 pm.

Friday. No PASE due to combined PASE on Sunday so decided to attend Friday's KB and NB class at Tampines. Same instructor 2 days in a row. Awesome. I was obviously not so good at conditioning, my arms, shoulders, legs, back are all in pain after her NB class! Haha...I think I really need to step up on the toning. Went home, all aching, sleep soundly like a baby.

Rushed out of bed on Saturday morning to go to BOB class. I really hate being late for BOB because its so crowded and I want to make sure I am early so I get to stand where I can see myself in the mirror. As usual, Mark will make everyone pespire like crazy. I was a bit dissapointed when they pushed Radiah's class to 11.30 so that would meant that I had an empty slot from 10.30 to 11.30. When the BOB class ended, I saw everyone rushing to studio 2, it was only then I realised that Mark was teaching BEB at 10.30 am. I decided at the last minute to just give it a try and it just so happen that bestie had the shimmery thingy to wrap around the waist/hip. His class was good, its not as easy and by the end of the lesson, I was also pespiring like crazy. I think I will be a regular in this class! It was also way better than the first time I tried it with bestie since I was so fat then and had no hip, so there was nothing to shake..hahaha.

I think this will be the first year in many many years, I get to wear a kebaya for Eid. I have been longing to wear a kebaya but whenever I go shopping, my mom always say, "Kebaya not for fat people, you cannot wear!" This year she has been nagging to me to find time to go get the Eid clothes before its too late but I simply cannot afford the time even on weekends. SOoooooooooo yesterday, while accompanying bestie to do last minute shopping, I got myself a kebaya. It was amazing that I could fit into it and for the first time in many many many many many many years, I get to wear a kebaya!

Even though I thought I look pretty ok, I still think there are rooms for improvements and I CAN go down some more. Target is to reach the magic 10 number by Eid and I think its highly possible if I continue the current routine.

Thank you to all the people who said and felt that I was fat and ugly. YOU have turned me into such a determined person and I shall exercise self discipline to reach this goal. I can do anything I put my mind to. I can excel.

The good thing about losing weight is that I am healthier, fitter, happier. The bad thing is, my clothes are all so awesomely loose and sometimes I really feel like they are going to drop anytime, haha. I really have nothing to wear and I kinda regret giving away ALL the clothes that did not fit anymore. I think at that point of time, I have almost given up getting back to a healthier shape.

Well, nothing is ever too late.

Explosive growth! I always feel like I have not done enough for the team, its a humbling experience and I know God would not have trusted me the lives of people and their dreams, if I could not help them achieve it.

May the strength in me continue to bring out the strength within you, insyaAllah.

Keep the faith, but keep moving on anyway.


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