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You can call me Noi! This blog consists of my thoughts. I am just a simple person with BIG dreams! Like the charcoal, hot pressure and extreme heat must be present in order to create a Diamond. I am in the exact same process.
I pray for........... / Eagles belong to the sky / Unbelievable / Still awake ah? / Making it worth it / Calling / Influence / Monday Pink / Aim it / Energy /
Dear Moon / Thursday, September 10, 2009 @ 12:20 AM
Hi Moon,
I saw you tonight. You were yellow. I hope you are feeling well. I remember as a child, someone telling me that if you are yellow, it means that you are sick. I somehow believed that. Even until now, as an adult, I really have no idea why you are yellow at times. I am sure there are some scientific explanation about that but somehow it has yet to be revealed to me. Oh well, you are still beautiful though, but I think I would prefer if you are white. You are brighter that way, and I really feel that I need your light now at this point of my life.
You know what Moon, I think life has been pretty wonderful for me this year. I am recovering well from my knee injury, I still cannot do a full bend, but I can kick, I can jump and I can dance. It made me really appreciate doing all these things when I had the experience of not being able to do that at one point of time. I still cannot put 100% weight on it though. However I am sure that it will eventually recover one day.
Apart from that, let me update you that I am seeing massive growth in my team. Its really awesome and I really look forward to knowing the team on a more personal basis. As much as I lead to the best of my ability, I often wonder if I am doing enough. I am so proud of my leaders who have chosen to take charge. I am also so proud of those who have made decisions. I see them. I hear them. And even though the words I speak to them are limited, they are always in mind. My mind is constantly thinking of how I can help them.
I am still learning though. I still feel like I have so much fine tuning to do. I shall remain as the strong figure that they can look for when they face challenges. However, do know that I too have my own challenges and maybe sometimes they cannot understand my actions, or why I say what I say. The truth is, there are some things that I cannot share with them, because I will be breaking the cardinal rules, so that is why I do what I do.
All I am asking from them is just a little faith in me, and a little accountability. Do you think that is too much to ask for Moon?
Perhaps one day they will eventually know, they will definitely find out what it is that is underlying beneath my laughter and smile. It is going to be part of my diamond story for sure.
Since you are up there, I am sure you can see a better picture than me here Moon. I hope you come to me through my thoughts. Do you have any idea that I am so longing to be free? Just today, Mum asked me to do something that is so difficult for me to do. Its not that I do not want to, but I could not do it because of the current limitations. That look in her eyes was of dissapointment and I really hated the feeling of making someone dissapointed.
I never want to go through this again.
That is why I promised to be the Double Eagle I need to be when my mentors come in 2 months time. I am not doing this for me, please understand that. I am doing this for the team, to give them hope that may be lost, to thank the people who have been helping me all this while, and most of all, to make them proud of me.
I pray for the courage to lead, the heart to care, the strength to rise up above the ordinary.
All distractions will fail against me. I am focus.
I am double eagle.
Brand New Double Eagle
5 Eagles from team
FED Singapore
27,28 November 2009
Dear Moon
Hi Moon,
I saw you tonight. You were yellow. I hope you are feeling well. I remember as a child, someone telling me that if you are yellow, it means that you are sick. I somehow believed that. Even until now, as an adult, I really have no idea why you are yellow at times. I am sure there are some scientific explanation about that but somehow it has yet to be revealed to me. Oh well, you are still beautiful though, but I think I would prefer if you are white. You are brighter that way, and I really feel that I need your light now at this point of my life.
You know what Moon, I think life has been pretty wonderful for me this year. I am recovering well from my knee injury, I still cannot do a full bend, but I can kick, I can jump and I can dance. It made me really appreciate doing all these things when I had the experience of not being able to do that at one point of time. I still cannot put 100% weight on it though. However I am sure that it will eventually recover one day.
Apart from that, let me update you that I am seeing massive growth in my team. Its really awesome and I really look forward to knowing the team on a more personal basis. As much as I lead to the best of my ability, I often wonder if I am doing enough. I am so proud of my leaders who have chosen to take charge. I am also so proud of those who have made decisions. I see them. I hear them. And even though the words I speak to them are limited, they are always in mind. My mind is constantly thinking of how I can help them.
I am still learning though. I still feel like I have so much fine tuning to do. I shall remain as the strong figure that they can look for when they face challenges. However, do know that I too have my own challenges and maybe sometimes they cannot understand my actions, or why I say what I say. The truth is, there are some things that I cannot share with them, because I will be breaking the cardinal rules, so that is why I do what I do.
All I am asking from them is just a little faith in me, and a little accountability. Do you think that is too much to ask for Moon?
Perhaps one day they will eventually know, they will definitely find out what it is that is underlying beneath my laughter and smile. It is going to be part of my diamond story for sure.
Since you are up there, I am sure you can see a better picture than me here Moon. I hope you come to me through my thoughts. Do you have any idea that I am so longing to be free? Just today, Mum asked me to do something that is so difficult for me to do. Its not that I do not want to, but I could not do it because of the current limitations. That look in her eyes was of dissapointment and I really hated the feeling of making someone dissapointed.
I never want to go through this again.
That is why I promised to be the Double Eagle I need to be when my mentors come in 2 months time. I am not doing this for me, please understand that. I am doing this for the team, to give them hope that may be lost, to thank the people who have been helping me all this while, and most of all, to make them proud of me.
I pray for the courage to lead, the heart to care, the strength to rise up above the ordinary.
All distractions will fail against me. I am focus.
I am double eagle.
Brand New Double Eagle
5 Eagles from team
FED Singapore
27,28 November 2009
