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Repeated Actions / Saturday, April 07, 2007 @ 1:17 AM
I shall strive for excellence, not strive for perfection. William said this last night. Some things just stick around my head, reminding me to not be so stress up when things are not perfect. The melancholy in me does drive me nuts at times.
Not being able to blog sucks. I feel like there is so many things happening and I cant wait to write it here but by the time I get to spend some personal time in front of the computer, I would be so exhausted and my fingers just refused to type and my brain cells just go to sleep.
My dad is better but he still is not working. So I guess I shall be saving big time for the next few months. Thank goodness my bro has started working if not all burden will fall onto me. But I guess that is life isnt it? When life takes and unexpected turn, we are sometimes not really prepared financially. This is why I have to build this business, no matter what happpens.
Anyway, the good news is I am still healthy and sane. That is good to know because I know some people have been having fever and falling sick. Rest well and drink lots of water and do not forget your supplements. I had a bad case of gastritis on Wednesday because I could not find the time to eat. My schedule starts from 7 am all the way till 1.30 pm. On Wednesdays are the worst because I had to attend contact time. It was my first time there and the principal made me go up and introduce myself. I was surprised by the amazing atmosphere during contact time. It started with some teachers thanking some other teachers who have been involved in helping them in some activities. Since it was the first Wednesday of the month, all the April babies would have to go to the front and we would all sing a birthday song. Isnt that sweet? I think the traditions in my schools are all positive and that means I am in a perfectly good environment.
Other than that I simply do not know how to schedule time to eat. Typically I go home at around 2 plus and I eat my lunch at home. However by 11 am, I can almost here my stomach making music. Plus, the weather is so hot nowadays that I find myself extremely dehydrated! I was almost a walking zombie. Everything is going good though, the boys are making good progress and I am just amazed with the results. Maybe it is due to the 30 mins lesson instead of 1 hour lessons, the boys are able to keep themselves together for that short period of time. Positive reinforcements seem to work great too! I hope everything keep goes well for the next few weeks.
I do not think I have mentioned Monday’s BBS. It was awesome! It was a very tiring day for me and I think we were all really tired. Nevertheless I just had to be there. Guess what, our brand new diamonds were there! There were more people around them than around the speaker. As I was trying to listen intensely to what the speaker was saying, I had to close my eyes a couple of times. I know this might be a common thing for me but still I had been awake since 5 am and at that point of time, my eyes were really dry. Imagine wearing lenses from 5.30 am to 12.00 am. It was hurting so bad that I had to close my eyes while listening. I was not sleeping ok.
The speaker mentions about Repeated Actions. That is the key to making it. He uses the analogy of driving in a fog, where you cannot see where you are going. But what do you do? What do you do? You do not wait for the fog to disappear right? You would still drive on anyway because you know that no matter what the situation is, you will reach your destination. It is the same thing.
You know how things are actually so simple but people make them complicated. Life is simple. Embrace it. I absolutely hate that I am so busy now. Even though I love what I do, I am still craving for that spare time when I can do the things I like. It has been a really stressful month and I find that walking helps. Walking allows me to organize my thoughts and breathe and remember why I am here in the first place. I especially love to walk at night or in the evening when the weather is not so hot. It would be nicer if I was not walking alone;)
Yesterday family function was ok. I was severely pissed at one of my younger cousin for not watching what she said to me. It was an extremely rude remark and my blood still boils just thinking about it. I shall disregard her first remark but her second remark to me was so rude, I really feel like scolding here right there and then. I can be scary when I am angry and I can scream at the top of my voice! My ex students can verify that. Remember the sport of throwing pencil boxes? Haha. But I was being nice and did not want to disrupt the function. Thus, I left in the evening for PASE even though I did not want to. My mind tells me to go and it was a good decision after all. I really cannot stand rude children especially when they think they are so smart to call others stupid. I am still so pissed!
I finally realized why some people live in poverty. Apart from the fact that it is their decision to remain in a state of poverty, God knows that if they were to ever do well, they will look down on others. Do not feel sorry for these people.
This week shall be crazy but I shall overcome it! Sunday is the convention, woohoo! Cant wait!
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Repeated Actions
I shall strive for excellence, not strive for perfection. William said this last night. Some things just stick around my head, reminding me to not be so stress up when things are not perfect. The melancholy in me does drive me nuts at times.
Not being able to blog sucks. I feel like there is so many things happening and I cant wait to write it here but by the time I get to spend some personal time in front of the computer, I would be so exhausted and my fingers just refused to type and my brain cells just go to sleep.
My dad is better but he still is not working. So I guess I shall be saving big time for the next few months. Thank goodness my bro has started working if not all burden will fall onto me. But I guess that is life isnt it? When life takes and unexpected turn, we are sometimes not really prepared financially. This is why I have to build this business, no matter what happpens.
Anyway, the good news is I am still healthy and sane. That is good to know because I know some people have been having fever and falling sick. Rest well and drink lots of water and do not forget your supplements. I had a bad case of gastritis on Wednesday because I could not find the time to eat. My schedule starts from 7 am all the way till 1.30 pm. On Wednesdays are the worst because I had to attend contact time. It was my first time there and the principal made me go up and introduce myself. I was surprised by the amazing atmosphere during contact time. It started with some teachers thanking some other teachers who have been involved in helping them in some activities. Since it was the first Wednesday of the month, all the April babies would have to go to the front and we would all sing a birthday song. Isnt that sweet? I think the traditions in my schools are all positive and that means I am in a perfectly good environment.
Other than that I simply do not know how to schedule time to eat. Typically I go home at around 2 plus and I eat my lunch at home. However by 11 am, I can almost here my stomach making music. Plus, the weather is so hot nowadays that I find myself extremely dehydrated! I was almost a walking zombie. Everything is going good though, the boys are making good progress and I am just amazed with the results. Maybe it is due to the 30 mins lesson instead of 1 hour lessons, the boys are able to keep themselves together for that short period of time. Positive reinforcements seem to work great too! I hope everything keep goes well for the next few weeks.
I do not think I have mentioned Monday’s BBS. It was awesome! It was a very tiring day for me and I think we were all really tired. Nevertheless I just had to be there. Guess what, our brand new diamonds were there! There were more people around them than around the speaker. As I was trying to listen intensely to what the speaker was saying, I had to close my eyes a couple of times. I know this might be a common thing for me but still I had been awake since 5 am and at that point of time, my eyes were really dry. Imagine wearing lenses from 5.30 am to 12.00 am. It was hurting so bad that I had to close my eyes while listening. I was not sleeping ok.
The speaker mentions about Repeated Actions. That is the key to making it. He uses the analogy of driving in a fog, where you cannot see where you are going. But what do you do? What do you do? You do not wait for the fog to disappear right? You would still drive on anyway because you know that no matter what the situation is, you will reach your destination. It is the same thing.
You know how things are actually so simple but people make them complicated. Life is simple. Embrace it. I absolutely hate that I am so busy now. Even though I love what I do, I am still craving for that spare time when I can do the things I like. It has been a really stressful month and I find that walking helps. Walking allows me to organize my thoughts and breathe and remember why I am here in the first place. I especially love to walk at night or in the evening when the weather is not so hot. It would be nicer if I was not walking alone;)
Yesterday family function was ok. I was severely pissed at one of my younger cousin for not watching what she said to me. It was an extremely rude remark and my blood still boils just thinking about it. I shall disregard her first remark but her second remark to me was so rude, I really feel like scolding here right there and then. I can be scary when I am angry and I can scream at the top of my voice! My ex students can verify that. Remember the sport of throwing pencil boxes? Haha. But I was being nice and did not want to disrupt the function. Thus, I left in the evening for PASE even though I did not want to. My mind tells me to go and it was a good decision after all. I really cannot stand rude children especially when they think they are so smart to call others stupid. I am still so pissed!
I finally realized why some people live in poverty. Apart from the fact that it is their decision to remain in a state of poverty, God knows that if they were to ever do well, they will look down on others. Do not feel sorry for these people.
This week shall be crazy but I shall overcome it! Sunday is the convention, woohoo! Cant wait!
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