you're the one for me >> but I do not know who and where you are........... < ![]() You can call me Noi! This blog consists of my thoughts. I am just a simple person with BIG dreams! Like the charcoal, hot pressure and extreme heat must be present in order to create a Diamond. I am in the exact same process. Anti favoritism / Twin / Computer is down! / A series of unfortunate/stupid events / The story on oversleeping / Leap! / Seeking answers? / This person / Laughing at the world / Safe heart / |
Ticking Bomb / Monday, August 20, 2007 @ 10:00 PM
Ticking Bomb It is almost 10 pm but guess what, I am already getting ready for bed. I dont remember going to bed so early but today was exceptionally exhausting. I did not have a good weekend at all, I spent Saturday going in and out the toilet and Sunday with a major migraine. I have not had such terrible migraine in months. But seriously, my head felt like exploding. Despite that, the dateline for the book review is getting nearer and I am nowhere even halfway through the book. Panic!! I really do not want to hand in a sloppy work. It does not feel right. So thankfully, I managed to read until half the book, I shall finish it off by this weekend. While planning for my new timetable which will take place on Friday, I was at a loss on who to support more. There are just so many boys to be supported in their own different way and still, due to time constraints, I may not be able to do. I feel guilty about not supporting some of the boys with Dyslexia and even though the LSC wants to protect me frombeing too overwork, it does not feel that right. I mean, since we have all the resources already, why not use it anyway right? The good news is that my students are a delight. Extremely blur and clumsy, but a delight to teach. Of course there are 1 or 2 annoying ones, but hey, which teacher does not have annoying student right? Anyway, today I was so mad at this boy, I actually shouted and hit the table so hard that I am pretty sure the people next door can hear me. He was running around the class and then he laid motionless on the floor despite several warnings. I do not really want to scare the other boys, as I think most of them actually enjoyed coming to my class. But still, discipline is class in necessary of anyone wants to learn, if not why even call it a classroom. We might as well call it a mini zoo. Ok, I must announce this. I have a ticking bomb in my team! She is just ticking and when the time comes, her business will explode like crazy! She reminds me of me, I remember calling my upline more than 3 times a night, just to check certain things before I made some moves. Wow, I would not be surprised if her business got bigger than mine, because her success is my success as well and I am just waiting for the time I can pin her on stage! And get that white roses that she so desire! Woohoo. Winners focus on the solutions, not on the problems. You know someone is determined and bound to succeed when they focus on the solutions and not the problems. I meet people all the time and a majority of them are focusing on the problems in their lives. A problem will remain being a problem of nothing is done to change the outcome. No matter what happens, your clarity of your journey towards your goal will be the vital weapon that you need to have. Not everyone can practice delayed gratification. If you are on your way to receive delayed gratification, my only advise is, keep on keeping on. So I am typing this while listening to Charlie Durso, Follow Up and Follow Through. He mentioned some books he read and I read the books he mentioned! Isnt that just cool? I am reading the same books as the legends! Woohoo. So I am the nerd girl who carries a book to read wherever she goes. Whats wrong with being a nerd anyway? Keep the faith and keep going! |