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Umbrella / Tuesday, September 09, 2008 @ 10:49 PM
I actually picked blue because it is one of my favourite colours. It is not easy being dependable. Sometimes people take advantage of that. Through the years, I learnt that I do not have to dependable to everyone. I will burn out if I do. These few days at work has been so hectic, I simply want to go back to teaching only. All the extra things going on is taking a lot of time and that is not my purpose.
I took a step back today, to reflect on what is really going on. I think I have so many blind spots, I wish someone can tell me what those are. However my mentors are halfway across the world and they cant do that- well for now. So after clearing my thoughts and thinking clearly again, I realise that I take so long to forgive people.
Do not get me wrong. I do not take offence easily but when people betray the trust and believe that I had in them, it take me so long to forgive and move on. The thing is, I have already move on, but I cannot help but to still feel upset about it. I KNOW that I have to forgive so that moving on can be a faster and better process, I have to bring myself to forgive and forget.
Similarly, when I promise to be dependable, it is for life. I will not lose this trust. Do not ever forget that.
I think I have to continue to learn to have a bigger heart, to forgive, to see the good in people, to empathise, to love again.
I shall stop repelling soon, when the right time comes. Meanwhile, I think I have found my thousandth man. And the best thing is, its not limited to only 1.
Have an even exciting week than last week!
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I actually picked blue because it is one of my favourite colours. It is not easy being dependable. Sometimes people take advantage of that. Through the years, I learnt that I do not have to dependable to everyone. I will burn out if I do. These few days at work has been so hectic, I simply want to go back to teaching only. All the extra things going on is taking a lot of time and that is not my purpose.
I took a step back today, to reflect on what is really going on. I think I have so many blind spots, I wish someone can tell me what those are. However my mentors are halfway across the world and they cant do that- well for now. So after clearing my thoughts and thinking clearly again, I realise that I take so long to forgive people.
Do not get me wrong. I do not take offence easily but when people betray the trust and believe that I had in them, it take me so long to forgive and move on. The thing is, I have already move on, but I cannot help but to still feel upset about it. I KNOW that I have to forgive so that moving on can be a faster and better process, I have to bring myself to forgive and forget.
Forget what is not worth remembering.
Similarly, when I promise to be dependable, it is for life. I will not lose this trust. Do not ever forget that.
I think I have to continue to learn to have a bigger heart, to forgive, to see the good in people, to empathise, to love again.
I shall stop repelling soon, when the right time comes. Meanwhile, I think I have found my thousandth man. And the best thing is, its not limited to only 1.
Have an even exciting week than last week!
