1 dot / Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @ 10:04 AM

I am still so hyped up about FED and its really affecting how I think. I am also still so focus on eagleship and solidifying it that other things that has been going on have been completely ignored by me. I apologize.

This was exactly what happen yesterday when I went to pick up products and when I reached commonwealth, I just realised that I did not bring my wallet with me. Now, the journey to commonwealth took me 1 hour and since I do not have my wallet, how in the world am I going to pay for the products?! SOoooo thank goodness for Fir who was there to save the day and then Fidah who bought me a drink to quench my thirst that I had to 'tahan' for 3 hours. Haha..I was so focus on getting the forms ready, the tools, that something so essential was forgotten.

Last night was the third night I called Samina was she was not available, I ended up speaking to Kankan for a short while. After the third time, I decided to email them the news and my number just in case. When I open up my mail in the morning today, I was greeted by this email from Samina. Her first line was:

Hi A**i,

Congratulations! So proud of you.

I cannot even remember when was the last time someone said that they were proud of me. Not even my parents you know, in the many years that I share a home with them.

So I make myself a promise, no crying, no tearing..this is why the guys are the head of the business and the family. Ladies are naturally emotional creatures, sometimes we just cannot help it! Haha. But I think I have done fairly well in converting my thinking to men's way of thinking. I like the results above. I have completely erased all nitty gritty things from my mind and now its back to focus. I honestly cannot remember anything that is of no importance.

So all I see now is Double Eagle as 1 dot. I have to keep looking at it so I can shoot it.

I have been dying to share with you my conversation with Diana, the first Diamond. As you know me, when I say I have to pee, means I have to go. The normal toilet was so crowded so I went to the backstage toilet where the Diamond ladies go to. On my way there, you know how the hall is so big that we have to walk a distance before reaching the toilet and I actually complemented Diana on her beautiful red shoes! Coincidently, we happened to leave the toilet at the same time so I was walking next to her and talking and this was how it went.

Me: You were so awesome just now. Thank you for going Diamond first, you gave the rest of us hope.

Diana: Thank you, you can definitely be here too. How long have you been in the business?

Me: A few years but the first few years I was mainly lost, you know.

Diana: Its ok, its understandable. It does not really matter how long you take, as long as you reach the destination.

Me: Yes yes (nodding in agreement)

Diana: Which team are you part of?

Me: (thinking) I am with Eddie and Margaret's team but they are actually my crosslines. I am mentored by Kankan and Samina as all my uplines quit.

Diana: All of them?

Me: Yes, about 8 - 9 of them.

She stopped walking and looked at me. I stopped too.

Diana: You must be so proud of yourself. You are still here and thats something to be really proud of.

Me: I know, thank you.

Diana: No worries, you can definitely do this.

Me: Its a done deal, thank you.

This conversation is enough to keep me high and build this like what Sugeet say, like a maniac. Haha.

I am still so tickled by Sugeet's facial expression! So so awesome! Anyway if you want to read about last year's FED, you may click here:

http://voicingmythoughts.blogspot.com/2007_11_01_archive.html

This was my entry last year after FED!

Looking forward to a greater week ahead!

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