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Crystal Clear / Monday, September 22, 2008 @ 10:20 PM
I have been meaning to write in here sooner but was so preoccupied with the things going on and also overwhelmed with exhaustion for the past few days. The weekend was over too quickly for me and by Sunday night I was wondering, "I have to go to work tomorrow?"
Nevertheless, last week was a short week in school as we had to attend this 'training' on ADHD. I guess the speaker is tooo 'chim' for us to understand and yes most of us ended up sleeping. Yup, not just sleeping, sleeping soundly. But still, it was great to meet the girls, and the rest of the gang. We also had the chance to finally go for iftar together, probably the only one this month.
I did a QI for one of the most fired up people (they are fired up even before seeing the plan, haha) on Saturday and we had the odd challenge of finding a place to sit. The library was flooded with students everywhere! In the hallway, the corridoor, the staircase, everywhere! It does not even matter that they do not have a table or a chair, they will be on the floor! Crazy! Thank GOD my mugging for exams days are over. We are seriously in an environment obsessed with education! Aiyo.
I MUST write about team meeting. I was up early on Sunday morning as I had practical dirving lesson at 7 am. And believe it or not I only slept at 2 am, and then awaked again at 4.30 for sahur so I was groggy. Why did I ever thought such early lessons would benefit me? Still, I thought it went well, througout the whole lessons the car only died twice which is a big improvement from the umpteen times the car died during the past few lessons. So yay. Next time zero ok.
So I was home by 8 am and went online to check emails and stuffs. Guess who was online in the morning of precious Sunday? My 2 best girlfriends! Fired up people rarely sleep? Haha. They kept me awake and not sleepy, as soon as I log off I was so sleepy, I went to sleep for a good 1 hour before getting up and got ready for team meeting.
This was truly one of the most impactful team meetings ever!
The man of wisdom, Altaf said this:
Whatever the circumstances you go through, you have something inside you that is way more powerful.
How true, just the morning before 2 unfortunate things happened and it was beyond our control. I have to learn to accept these things more. I have to switch off the failure mechanism and switch on the success mechanism in me! Now all my thoughts are about FED and FED only. The function of the year! How exciting that its the first time ever in Sinagpore. Just last year we were all cramming into buses just to get there. This year is convenience right under our noses.
Eddie also shared another exciting news, 3 brand new diamonds last month! How awesome!
The most touching thing about the team meeting was the last part that Rajsegran took us through. The visualisation part caused most of us to be engulfed with emotions. I simply cannot help but to keeping wiping my tears away. Wipe wipe wipe before my mascara and eyeliner smudges. I was hopeful that I was not the only crybaby there but I could hear and feel Fidah next to me wiping away too.
This is emotional dream. The cars, houses and money are all great but it is the emotional dream that we have inside us that will drive us to make this happen. And each time I go out there to show the plan, night after night, I have always kept my emotional dreams clear, so I will not lose sight to why I am doing this.
4 weeks to FED. Come FED 2008 Singapore, I will be the brand new Eagle walking across the stage with 5 growing legs sitting in the audience. There are no questions about it!
Thanks to the past CPD session and the ADHD training, I now have a cystal clear view of what I want. Almost 1 year has passed with me being in CPD team, and by the end of the next year, I have made my mind to leave the CPD team, so I can return to being normal, no high expectations, no distractions, no working with people I dont wish to work with. I do not even care if I go down in ranking because what I really want cannot be found here.
I belong to the Britt stage and there, I shall be.
Have a blessed last 10 days of Ramadhan and do not waste it ;)
Crystal Clear
I have been meaning to write in here sooner but was so preoccupied with the things going on and also overwhelmed with exhaustion for the past few days. The weekend was over too quickly for me and by Sunday night I was wondering, "I have to go to work tomorrow?"
Nevertheless, last week was a short week in school as we had to attend this 'training' on ADHD. I guess the speaker is tooo 'chim' for us to understand and yes most of us ended up sleeping. Yup, not just sleeping, sleeping soundly. But still, it was great to meet the girls, and the rest of the gang. We also had the chance to finally go for iftar together, probably the only one this month.
I did a QI for one of the most fired up people (they are fired up even before seeing the plan, haha) on Saturday and we had the odd challenge of finding a place to sit. The library was flooded with students everywhere! In the hallway, the corridoor, the staircase, everywhere! It does not even matter that they do not have a table or a chair, they will be on the floor! Crazy! Thank GOD my mugging for exams days are over. We are seriously in an environment obsessed with education! Aiyo.
I MUST write about team meeting. I was up early on Sunday morning as I had practical dirving lesson at 7 am. And believe it or not I only slept at 2 am, and then awaked again at 4.30 for sahur so I was groggy. Why did I ever thought such early lessons would benefit me? Still, I thought it went well, througout the whole lessons the car only died twice which is a big improvement from the umpteen times the car died during the past few lessons. So yay. Next time zero ok.
So I was home by 8 am and went online to check emails and stuffs. Guess who was online in the morning of precious Sunday? My 2 best girlfriends! Fired up people rarely sleep? Haha. They kept me awake and not sleepy, as soon as I log off I was so sleepy, I went to sleep for a good 1 hour before getting up and got ready for team meeting.
This was truly one of the most impactful team meetings ever!
The man of wisdom, Altaf said this:
Whatever the circumstances you go through, you have something inside you that is way more powerful.
How true, just the morning before 2 unfortunate things happened and it was beyond our control. I have to learn to accept these things more. I have to switch off the failure mechanism and switch on the success mechanism in me! Now all my thoughts are about FED and FED only. The function of the year! How exciting that its the first time ever in Sinagpore. Just last year we were all cramming into buses just to get there. This year is convenience right under our noses.
Eddie also shared another exciting news, 3 brand new diamonds last month! How awesome!
The most touching thing about the team meeting was the last part that Rajsegran took us through. The visualisation part caused most of us to be engulfed with emotions. I simply cannot help but to keeping wiping my tears away. Wipe wipe wipe before my mascara and eyeliner smudges. I was hopeful that I was not the only crybaby there but I could hear and feel Fidah next to me wiping away too.
This is emotional dream. The cars, houses and money are all great but it is the emotional dream that we have inside us that will drive us to make this happen. And each time I go out there to show the plan, night after night, I have always kept my emotional dreams clear, so I will not lose sight to why I am doing this.
4 weeks to FED. Come FED 2008 Singapore, I will be the brand new Eagle walking across the stage with 5 growing legs sitting in the audience. There are no questions about it!
Thanks to the past CPD session and the ADHD training, I now have a cystal clear view of what I want. Almost 1 year has passed with me being in CPD team, and by the end of the next year, I have made my mind to leave the CPD team, so I can return to being normal, no high expectations, no distractions, no working with people I dont wish to work with. I do not even care if I go down in ranking because what I really want cannot be found here.
I belong to the Britt stage and there, I shall be.
Have a blessed last 10 days of Ramadhan and do not waste it ;)
