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You can call me Noi! This blog consists of my thoughts. I am just a simple person with BIG dreams! Like the charcoal, hot pressure and extreme heat must be present in order to create a Diamond. I am in the exact same process.
Knowing what you want, when you want it / Eid Mubarak / Holidays! Yay! / Crystal Clear / Embarrased! / The one that drives / Greatest success in the world / Umbrella / The thousandth man / Having faith /
It is late and I just got home from PASE. It has been a really long day but after tonight's PASE, I am left very awake with excitement.
Tonight, my 'twin' went Eagle. I knew we were all in line, but somehow when he went up for recognition, I knew that I would teared. I just knew it. It was not because I was sad, but I was overwhelmed with happiness that he finally achieved what was long overdue- for both of us. I always consider him my twin mainly because we share the same birthdate, we both have mole on our noses. I could not get up to congratulate him but at the end of PASE, I did just that and I thank him for breaking this pin. I also told him that I am right next after him. With piercing eyes, he said, "Yes, I know you can do it. It is a done deal."
Such simple words, but yet so powerful coming from someone who genuinely mean it.
I have 1 week to get it done and I know my team mates have done so much already, I need to really get this done. I am waiting to sms Margaret and email Samina the news. Its just tick tocking away.
So when all things desperately need to fall in place, I pray to Almighty Allah SWT, that He gives me the strength to do this, give me the confidence to excel in it, give me the patience to build it, gives me the wisdom to make quick decisions, all for the sake of better future. To serve You more in peace, to help others to love You more, to be free to love and please You more. I know it has been a challenging few months with a string of unfortunate events and obstacles, but more so, I know that You the Almighty is always around me to protect and be with me. I know that I cannot break this promise and I can only do this if You say so. Everything happens in God's time, not mine. Therefore, bless me with the focus and clear mind to do what is right. I pray that you continue to protect my team mates from evil and grant them the strength and peace inside them to do this alongside with me. I pray that You will protect us from tragedies and keep us healthy in mind and heart to do the best we can for people who needs us. Amin.
I am 4th in line. By next week insyAllah.
