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No such thing as luck. / Wednesday, February 11, 2009 @ 11:50 AM
No such thing as luck ![]() As you know, I am a firm non believer of luck and that is precisely why I do not like it when someone calls me lucky when something good happens to me. However the last few days have been nothing but 'bad luck' for me. Even though I choose to believe its not bad luck, but all as a result of my own stupidity, costing me time and money! I shall not mention what happened because the series of unfortunate events are not something that I want to remember. The camp was a good getaway for me. There is just something peaceful and soothing about being near the sea. Its a wonderful place to be simply to clear one's head. I was priviledge to attend night owl after PASE on Friday. It was a blast and I was sitting right in front facing everybody and feeling really sleepy. I was especially proud of what Naf shared and whatever she shared was exactly what I would have shared if I was the one sharing. Duplication, nothing lesser than that. I am so proud of you Naf! Most importantly, the mindset and the way we think is different from when we first started. I strongly believe that to succeed we must first take eyes off ourselves and focus on others. Once we are clear, people can see it from our eyes and will believe the words that we say are also what we really mean. No doubt the last few months have been full of challenges and distractions for me. I can only be annoyed with myself for not getting the results that I want. I think I need to get back to my creative side and remember back what it was like to be excited, and full of innocence. I am only human, I am never free of making mistakes. Listening to Rocky's 'Its worth it.' teared me a bit because suddenly someone was speaking my language. No matter what, I know that whatever obstacles there are, I will overcome it. I know that my socd one day will be one of the hottest selling cd, simply because of the resistance, the series of dissapointments, the 'bad luck' that I had to go through. It will inspire others and give them the hope that they need. I will overcome it, as winners, nothing less. Because this price tag for freedom is so worth it. Margaret asked me to choose a fortune cookie on Friday and you know I do not really believe in all this. She said to open it and whatever the message inside may just be what I need right now. Want to know what my fortune cookie said? It says: Believe in your dreams. Timely. |