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Mind power / Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 12:05 AM
Talking about hiking, I love hiking. I love walking through nature (as long as no snakes etc) The air simply smelled fresher. I used to really enjoy the hikes I had in secondary school. Yes, its tiring and it felt like I was dying climbing up BUT it was enjoyable and the view is always so spectacular.
NB class generate the same feelings. The 'cannot tahan'and endless feeling. Haha. Since NB is never one of the usual classes I go to, I know that my arm muscles are not that strong. Just lifting the hand weights a few times was painful, and now everything seems to be in pain. Arms, legs, thigh, shoulders, aha...but that is a sign that its getting stronger. I have accepted the fact that to be strong, one must go through some endurance.
I was honoured last night. Before CL class starts, as usual I was sitting at the sitting area outside the studio and out of the blue M came over and said he really like the pink tudung that I was wearing. YES I KNOW YOU LIKE PINK. Wahaha....once in a while 'kena tekan' by me never mind right? Anyway, I was saying that the routine for 'outrageous' was a bit (I really emphasized the 'bit' part) boring and asked if there was any way he could change the song. He thought for a while, and said ok, change song. I think he had no routine in his head, he simply came up with it on the spot! All because of my feedback. Wow, so amazing right? That is a true professional.
Last night was ok since he did not pick on me but I could not stop laughing because the lady next to me was so cute and she was going all over the places and some 'auntie' on her right (I was on her left) was directing her in mandarin. The lady next to me was extremely overweight but I always see her in classes either in parkmall or kovan. Thats the spirit!!I am sure in a few months time she will reach ideal weight!!
Coming back to this test.
My journey through life is anything but easy. Perhaps if you know me well enough, you will understand where I am coming from. I am pretty independent, I do not like to depend on anyone. Even in school, I was already working, either giving tuition, working at factory, at fast food outlet, etc, I have done it. I do not like the feeling of asking people for money, I would rather earn it myself. I was hardly born with silver spoon in my mouth.
I also find myself uncomfortable whenever I need my father or brother to send me somewhere. (especially when its never voluntary!!) They still do not allow me to drive by myself unless accompanied by them. As you know, how in the world can our schedules ever match so in the end I still end up taking public transport. I loathe public transport especially if I have no choice but to take bus 63. I really think this bus is out to get me. It has wasted enough of my time waiting at the bus stop and this time instead of complaining I have decided to take action.
With much careful thought, I have decided to take license for riding bike. Of course I still prefer driving the car but since that is not happening anytime soon, this was the next alternative. The time has come for me to do this because public transport is just not feasible anymore. I think I can save half the time for travelling when I have my own vehicle and I can go anywhere without having my father or brother to send me. Its sooooooooooo much better when you do not have to depend on anybody.
I foresee that it will be more hectic next year. I fear they may still send me for training so all the more I need to find ways to save time. I shall be taking the theory after Hari Raya. Wish me safety and wish me all the best!
Hari Raya will be here in 1 week time and guess what? I have done nothing! Yup, no cleaning, nothing. I think I will probably be stuck at home on Saturday to do all this! Time really seem to fly by so fast this fasting month. I think I have only break fast at home thrice. For this week I will not be home for breaking of fast too. Its been a really hectic month for me but that is seriously a good sign because that only mean one thing -- GROWTH!
Honestly I am in no mood to celebrate at all because I have so much to do before FED. So many people to help in such short time, I know I can do this. I am focus and I really need all the focus in the world to do this.
Sometimes to accomplish something, one need to have the biggest desire to get it done, never mind the hard work, never mind the inconveniences, never mind the lack of sleep, never mind being tired, you can achieve anything you put your mind to. Do not underestimate the power of your mind.
I pray for the courage to lead, the heart to care, the strength to rise up above the ordinary.
All distractions will fail against me. I am focus.
Brand New Double Eagle
5 Eagles from team
FED Singapore
27,28 November 2009
Mind power
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Talking about hiking, I love hiking. I love walking through nature (as long as no snakes etc) The air simply smelled fresher. I used to really enjoy the hikes I had in secondary school. Yes, its tiring and it felt like I was dying climbing up BUT it was enjoyable and the view is always so spectacular.
NB class generate the same feelings. The 'cannot tahan'and endless feeling. Haha. Since NB is never one of the usual classes I go to, I know that my arm muscles are not that strong. Just lifting the hand weights a few times was painful, and now everything seems to be in pain. Arms, legs, thigh, shoulders, aha...but that is a sign that its getting stronger. I have accepted the fact that to be strong, one must go through some endurance.
I was honoured last night. Before CL class starts, as usual I was sitting at the sitting area outside the studio and out of the blue M came over and said he really like the pink tudung that I was wearing. YES I KNOW YOU LIKE PINK. Wahaha....once in a while 'kena tekan' by me never mind right? Anyway, I was saying that the routine for 'outrageous' was a bit (I really emphasized the 'bit' part) boring and asked if there was any way he could change the song. He thought for a while, and said ok, change song. I think he had no routine in his head, he simply came up with it on the spot! All because of my feedback. Wow, so amazing right? That is a true professional.
Last night was ok since he did not pick on me but I could not stop laughing because the lady next to me was so cute and she was going all over the places and some 'auntie' on her right (I was on her left) was directing her in mandarin. The lady next to me was extremely overweight but I always see her in classes either in parkmall or kovan. Thats the spirit!!I am sure in a few months time she will reach ideal weight!!
Coming back to this test.
My journey through life is anything but easy. Perhaps if you know me well enough, you will understand where I am coming from. I am pretty independent, I do not like to depend on anyone. Even in school, I was already working, either giving tuition, working at factory, at fast food outlet, etc, I have done it. I do not like the feeling of asking people for money, I would rather earn it myself. I was hardly born with silver spoon in my mouth.
I also find myself uncomfortable whenever I need my father or brother to send me somewhere. (especially when its never voluntary!!) They still do not allow me to drive by myself unless accompanied by them. As you know, how in the world can our schedules ever match so in the end I still end up taking public transport. I loathe public transport especially if I have no choice but to take bus 63. I really think this bus is out to get me. It has wasted enough of my time waiting at the bus stop and this time instead of complaining I have decided to take action.
With much careful thought, I have decided to take license for riding bike. Of course I still prefer driving the car but since that is not happening anytime soon, this was the next alternative. The time has come for me to do this because public transport is just not feasible anymore. I think I can save half the time for travelling when I have my own vehicle and I can go anywhere without having my father or brother to send me. Its sooooooooooo much better when you do not have to depend on anybody.
I foresee that it will be more hectic next year. I fear they may still send me for training so all the more I need to find ways to save time. I shall be taking the theory after Hari Raya. Wish me safety and wish me all the best!
Hari Raya will be here in 1 week time and guess what? I have done nothing! Yup, no cleaning, nothing. I think I will probably be stuck at home on Saturday to do all this! Time really seem to fly by so fast this fasting month. I think I have only break fast at home thrice. For this week I will not be home for breaking of fast too. Its been a really hectic month for me but that is seriously a good sign because that only mean one thing -- GROWTH!
Honestly I am in no mood to celebrate at all because I have so much to do before FED. So many people to help in such short time, I know I can do this. I am focus and I really need all the focus in the world to do this.
Sometimes to accomplish something, one need to have the biggest desire to get it done, never mind the hard work, never mind the inconveniences, never mind the lack of sleep, never mind being tired, you can achieve anything you put your mind to. Do not underestimate the power of your mind.
I pray for the courage to lead, the heart to care, the strength to rise up above the ordinary.
All distractions will fail against me. I am focus.
Brand New Double Eagle
5 Eagles from team
FED Singapore
27,28 November 2009
