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Whats going on? / Tuesday, May 30, 2006 @ 7:28 PM
I am in confusion. I remembered accepting a challenge posted by battler 'honestcitizen' yesterday at around 2 pm. After an hour or so, I went back to BE to check if the battle had ended. I couldnt find the battle on the viewing page so I clicked onto 'Last 50 Battles' to see the results. It wasnt there as well. To confirm, I checked my email because usually they will notify me by email whether I won or lost. And it wasnt there too. I tried accepting another challenge from other users and the message that came out was 'You can only have 1 battle/challenge running at one time'. I was like, whats going on?

It seems like my battle with honestcitizen just vanished into the air! And now I am restricted only to voting and it sucks not being in a battle. I wouldnt want this to affect traffic to my wonderful renters site this week. I already send my message across to BE yesterday around 5 pm. Its 8pm now I still receive no reply from the management of BE. I am getting agitated.

Other news, I submitted my resignation letter today. I was ready for whatever idiotic questions that my idiotic boss was going to ask. I purposely revealed that I will be leaving for a better job and that I am so happy that I am leaving. After I revealed that I will clearing my leave of 11 days, she then said that my leave will depend on her. What the hell? She also asked when was the last time I attended a course, and that I cannot leave the company less than 6 months prior to attending the course, without paying them back whatever the pathetic amount of money that they paid for me. What the hell?! I pretended that I cant remember when the last time I attended and that I will check the date. Of course I am not gonna. Its so stupid. Stupid people deserves stupid treatment like this. I know from now, she will just make things difficult for me and say all the bad things about me blah blah blah. But I am ready and if she dares to hold my pay for whatever idiotic reasons that she might have, I am soo ready to confront her and trust me it will be ugly. I am done being nice. I might even threaten to go to the Ministry of Environment (MOM) to report her ridiculous and unfair treatment to all the staffs there, past and present.

Generally I am a nice person so this is a really a big change for me. I dont think I have any enemies, or offended anyone, and I am more than willing to apologize if I do something wrong. But this B**** has taken things too far and I just have to stand up for myself and not allow myself to be insulted, pushed around like that.

I also announced to the students that I am leaving. It was ok, some were a bit shocked but I think some of the older students already anticipated this happening. I told everyone not to buy anything, as I know most of them are not from well to do families. Its not that I want the students to feel sad. Children get over things faster than adults. Even if they feel a sense of loss, they will overcome it with no time. I am not asking for everyone to shed tears for me, but I just want to see, a little sadness. If that ever happens, then I think I have done a pretty significant job in my years here. And of course to have them remember what I taught them in terms of moral values and basic manners. Thats all I am asking for.

I wonder if its too much to ask for.

I think there is gonna be a war, and I am more than ready. I think there is gonna be a storm too, I am ready to dance in it.
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