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You can call me Noi! This blog consists of my thoughts. I am just a simple person with BIG dreams! Like the charcoal, hot pressure and extreme heat must be present in order to create a Diamond. I am in the exact same process.
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Have you visited my renter The Pink Diary yet? She has just announced that she has lost her mind. Come on, you must admit that it takes guts to announce to the world that you are nuts..lol. I am still fond of you anyway dear!
I am down with flu and fever again. I dont know what is wrong with me. I just had fever last month! I dont think I have ever fell sick in the short period of 2 months. My head has been spinning all day, my throat is sore and my nose keep running.
So today was the start of being in a totally new mainstream environment. The school was huge, nice office for everyone, although there were not enough space. They are still working on giving us desks at work. I dont really mind because its only going to be 3 weeks anyway. We had to wait the whole day! It was getting boring and blowing my nose seem to be the key activity today. I dont really want to be absent from work tommorrow. I just took some supplements and hopefully I am better tommorrow. I will be better. I must get well.
So I was finding it hard to concentrate with my spinning headache and the noise level around me. Its an all boys school so you have to understand that there are students running and screaming everywhere. Oh well, its ok, I have always believe that getting sick is a sign from God that I have been working to hard. Hmm...last 2 weeks have been tedious on my legs and I am pretty sure I lost some weight. If this keeps on, I might be able to be a supermodel:p
Actually I was already not feeling too good last night. However, I made a commitment to be present and even the rain was not going to stop me. I arrived just in time before Eddy starts. I do realise that I need to focus more than ever in this month. There are just so many distractions, and so many places to work on, now is the time more than ever to believe. It is sometimes hard when you keep hearing the same thing from yourself instead from someone else's mouth. I miss that more than I thought.
One of the pointers that impacted me most yesterday was when Eddy touches on inconveniences. Believe me, this period of time has been the most inconvenient time for me to do this business. You have no idea what its like for me. However, success is made up of inconveniences, difficulties and challengers. No success is ever going to be easy.
These few days led me to a new revelation. If I dont take care of my future, someone else will take care of it for me and that person is called THE BOSS. Today I realise that if I ever need help in the future, financially, emotionally and socially, I am on my own. There is no one to help me. Just a simple act of helping me pick up some products from nearby was greeted by a series of reluctance from my own kin. I am not well. I need help. I was not given any. So I had to travel from work, go pick up my products, with my runny nose and feverish head and finally come home. I conveniently forgot to bring any tissue paper with me so I just hope no one familiar saw my ugly self. It is sad but that is the reality.
Sometimes I feel that I am alone in this battle. Its tiring to fight anymore, its time to just marched up with no fear, either do or die, get this done and win it. My team is out there, I just have to pick the right soldiers.
I might have lost the battle........but I am going to win this war.
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