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Thank you for your words. / Wednesday, July 12, 2006 @ 12:17 PM
So I am home today. I was up early in the morning all packed up and getting ready to iron my blue dress when I was coughing my guts out. Oh yeah..the phlegm was green I tell ya. I was also experiencing some chest pain while coughing and of course my nose was 100% blocked. How did I get so sick?
Going to the doctor sucks! I went there, had to wait almost and hour, breathe in the air of other types of germs, it somehow made me more sick. Anyway, the tv was showing the Oprah show about dream weddings. They were showcasing this couple who won the dream wedding prize. Imagine a fully sponsored wedding..I dont know why but the Oprah show always made me teary nowadays. Is this some sort of a girl thing or am I just going all girlie? Whats with this crying thing??!! Somebody explain to me!!
Talking about that reminds me, I had the worst nightmare 2 days ago. In the nightmare, I was getting married, you know we have to go through the solemnisation process. So my dream...I mean nightmare starts there, and the guy in front of me, apparently my husband to be was complaining about so many things. This and that..yada yada yada. I was annoyed. Then after the solemnisation process, we just could not get along! We cant even have a decent conversation in the nightmare! Then I started to worry about my future, how in the world am I ever going to be with someone I cant get along with! Its disaster! This nightmare is definitely one of my biggest fears. No girl ever want to marry the wrong guy.
I hope this dont ever come true.
Then today, I had another dream about my old flame..from 8 years ago! Ok, this dream about him seem to be recurring for me. I dont know why I still see this guy in my dreams. I guess its all the old furniture concept. You guys do know about the old furniture concept right? Old flames are like old furniture. You have to get rid of them and throw them out of your apartment. But then you need new furniture to replace the old ones. Without new furniture, your apartment will be empty and you would not feel right. So slowly but surely, you will go back to the dumpster and take back your old furniture one by one until you are back in square one.
I guess I have not had the chance to get new furniture. The memory of the old furniture keeps coming back. Where are you my new furniture?
Never mind. I am not thinking straight today. I am sick remember? My subconsious is all wrong! I have to go get it fix now.
Accompanying me today is this fantastic book tittled Questions are the Answers by Allan Pease. It was recommended by my mentor himself, Diamond Kankan. I started the book yesterday and I am pretty sure I will finish the book today. I just counted my unread books at home. I have 13 books waiting to be read. Yippie..I have created a book review site. It shall be ready soon. Moving is a lot of work.
Thank you for all the well wishes. Reading your blogs and making me laugh does make me feel better. Especially today over at The Pink Diary. She has just posted some definitions of Babyhood. Its hilarious! You have to go over and read it for yourself! Thanks Kailani..you are so funny and such a great writer.
Have a great day;)
So I am home today. I was up early in the morning all packed up and getting ready to iron my blue dress when I was coughing my guts out. Oh yeah..the phlegm was green I tell ya. I was also experiencing some chest pain while coughing and of course my nose was 100% blocked. How did I get so sick?
Going to the doctor sucks! I went there, had to wait almost and hour, breathe in the air of other types of germs, it somehow made me more sick. Anyway, the tv was showing the Oprah show about dream weddings. They were showcasing this couple who won the dream wedding prize. Imagine a fully sponsored wedding..I dont know why but the Oprah show always made me teary nowadays. Is this some sort of a girl thing or am I just going all girlie? Whats with this crying thing??!! Somebody explain to me!!
Talking about that reminds me, I had the worst nightmare 2 days ago. In the nightmare, I was getting married, you know we have to go through the solemnisation process. So my dream...I mean nightmare starts there, and the guy in front of me, apparently my husband to be was complaining about so many things. This and that..yada yada yada. I was annoyed. Then after the solemnisation process, we just could not get along! We cant even have a decent conversation in the nightmare! Then I started to worry about my future, how in the world am I ever going to be with someone I cant get along with! Its disaster! This nightmare is definitely one of my biggest fears. No girl ever want to marry the wrong guy.
I hope this dont ever come true.
Then today, I had another dream about my old flame..from 8 years ago! Ok, this dream about him seem to be recurring for me. I dont know why I still see this guy in my dreams. I guess its all the old furniture concept. You guys do know about the old furniture concept right? Old flames are like old furniture. You have to get rid of them and throw them out of your apartment. But then you need new furniture to replace the old ones. Without new furniture, your apartment will be empty and you would not feel right. So slowly but surely, you will go back to the dumpster and take back your old furniture one by one until you are back in square one.
I guess I have not had the chance to get new furniture. The memory of the old furniture keeps coming back. Where are you my new furniture?
Never mind. I am not thinking straight today. I am sick remember? My subconsious is all wrong! I have to go get it fix now.
Accompanying me today is this fantastic book tittled Questions are the Answers by Allan Pease. It was recommended by my mentor himself, Diamond Kankan. I started the book yesterday and I am pretty sure I will finish the book today. I just counted my unread books at home. I have 13 books waiting to be read. Yippie..I have created a book review site. It shall be ready soon. Moving is a lot of work.
Thank you for all the well wishes. Reading your blogs and making me laugh does make me feel better. Especially today over at The Pink Diary. She has just posted some definitions of Babyhood. Its hilarious! You have to go over and read it for yourself! Thanks Kailani..you are so funny and such a great writer.
Have a great day;)
