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Battleground / Saturday, September 16, 2006 @ 6:50 PM
If you want to know more about kiwi- the bird and the fruit, please click over here. She only has a few hours left here and I am going to miss her when she go away. Its been such an awesome week with her around.
I just realised that the main reason why I have been feeling so disconnected is because I have not been looking into myself much these few weeks. I am a very reflective person, when something is going on, sometimes I have 101 thoughts in my head I feel that I have to write it down. Its not really negative thoughts but one thought lead to another and than to another and the chain continues. Thats why sometimes when you are talking to me, I may seem distracted but truth is, the thoughts in my head are reproducing after one another and there is an urgent need to organise that. I know that may seem rude at times but I am still trying to work on it.
I was talking to someone yesterday and it sets me thinking. She asked me how I juggle so many things in the limited time that I have. I didnt really realise that I spend most of my life being busy. In poly, I was busy with the extra curricular happenings going on, along with working part time in a fast food chain and tutoring several kids. I guess I am used to juggling? That is why I find it not a big deal when I am rushing from place to place.
She then went on to say that she only focus on doing 1 thing at 1 time. If it is school, its just school and nothing else. There is nothing wrong with that but then, doesnt it seem a bit boring? Isnt life for us to live to the fullest and not just for us to stick on our routine?
I guess everyone is different. I feel like a big chunk of my life was wasted back then and so I aimed to use every little time that I have for activities that will either help me, my family and friends and my future. If you do something and it doesnt fit into these requirements, I would recommend you to skip it. A lot of times, people use their time doing all the useless things they do when they can do something that can really make a difference in their lives and in others. And yes, watching tv is one of the things that can eat up all your time.
Do not get me wrong, of course you can watch tv, go shopping, we all need our little breaks sometimes. However, one needs to understand the difference between doing something for leisure and doing something because you have nothing else to do.
Another ingredient that you need to do all these is the motivation within you. Someone told me that we only need to motivate ourselves in 2 occasions. When we succeed and when we fail. Basically we need to motivate ourselves ALL THE TIME. Because of this too, I was able to keep positive when someone said something very upsetting to me. I may hear you but I am not going to listen to you. Thank you for not believing in me. It makes so much more determined to make it! I will be sure to include you in my speech.
So why is it I go to functions all the time? I may be exausted, dissapointed, sad but I will still go anyway. I realise that I need to equip myself with as much knowledge as possible so that I will be ready to lead when the time comes. I have failed at leading before and I will not allow that to happen again. Leading people is a tricky thing, you have to have enough self confidence and faith in people to make it work. I am not perfect. I am still working on it. Last night Ender mentioned about being a better person tommorow than we are today. Speak the truth and sincerity will show in the eyes. Thats wonderful words coming from someone I respect so much. Thank you.
I have finally come to terms about the truth. The truth is God has selected only a few people to be in an environment good for growth. Life is a constant battleground. Winning is not easy without an army. Therefore I am so thankful that God has selected me to be in this environment, to equip myself, help others, and then go out to fight and win this battle. Being with chickens is not an option.
Question is, are you brave enough to join me?
See more Motivation Posters at
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If you want to know more about kiwi- the bird and the fruit, please click over here. She only has a few hours left here and I am going to miss her when she go away. Its been such an awesome week with her around.
I just realised that the main reason why I have been feeling so disconnected is because I have not been looking into myself much these few weeks. I am a very reflective person, when something is going on, sometimes I have 101 thoughts in my head I feel that I have to write it down. Its not really negative thoughts but one thought lead to another and than to another and the chain continues. Thats why sometimes when you are talking to me, I may seem distracted but truth is, the thoughts in my head are reproducing after one another and there is an urgent need to organise that. I know that may seem rude at times but I am still trying to work on it.
I was talking to someone yesterday and it sets me thinking. She asked me how I juggle so many things in the limited time that I have. I didnt really realise that I spend most of my life being busy. In poly, I was busy with the extra curricular happenings going on, along with working part time in a fast food chain and tutoring several kids. I guess I am used to juggling? That is why I find it not a big deal when I am rushing from place to place.
She then went on to say that she only focus on doing 1 thing at 1 time. If it is school, its just school and nothing else. There is nothing wrong with that but then, doesnt it seem a bit boring? Isnt life for us to live to the fullest and not just for us to stick on our routine?
I guess everyone is different. I feel like a big chunk of my life was wasted back then and so I aimed to use every little time that I have for activities that will either help me, my family and friends and my future. If you do something and it doesnt fit into these requirements, I would recommend you to skip it. A lot of times, people use their time doing all the useless things they do when they can do something that can really make a difference in their lives and in others. And yes, watching tv is one of the things that can eat up all your time.
Do not get me wrong, of course you can watch tv, go shopping, we all need our little breaks sometimes. However, one needs to understand the difference between doing something for leisure and doing something because you have nothing else to do.
Another ingredient that you need to do all these is the motivation within you. Someone told me that we only need to motivate ourselves in 2 occasions. When we succeed and when we fail. Basically we need to motivate ourselves ALL THE TIME. Because of this too, I was able to keep positive when someone said something very upsetting to me. I may hear you but I am not going to listen to you. Thank you for not believing in me. It makes so much more determined to make it! I will be sure to include you in my speech.
So why is it I go to functions all the time? I may be exausted, dissapointed, sad but I will still go anyway. I realise that I need to equip myself with as much knowledge as possible so that I will be ready to lead when the time comes. I have failed at leading before and I will not allow that to happen again. Leading people is a tricky thing, you have to have enough self confidence and faith in people to make it work. I am not perfect. I am still working on it. Last night Ender mentioned about being a better person tommorow than we are today. Speak the truth and sincerity will show in the eyes. Thats wonderful words coming from someone I respect so much. Thank you.
I have finally come to terms about the truth. The truth is God has selected only a few people to be in an environment good for growth. Life is a constant battleground. Winning is not easy without an army. Therefore I am so thankful that God has selected me to be in this environment, to equip myself, help others, and then go out to fight and win this battle. Being with chickens is not an option.
Question is, are you brave enough to join me?
See more Motivation Posters at
www.motivationposters.com/free
