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BZ / Sunday, November 26, 2006 @ 11:56 PM
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The past few days have been extremely busy but fruitful for me. I didnt even have time to blog here and I only take 1o minutes or less to type in my entry. In the midst of all the madness, I must remember to schedule time to eat! I hate getting gastric!

PASE on Friday was informative and inspiring. Ender shared on how sometimes our life experiences rob us of our smile. It is true you know. I find myself less positive after working in such a negative environment in my previous workplace. I never ever thought that one day,I will be jaded like this. However I thank God that I wake up everyday with a purpose and that keeps me going.

Also Margaret revealed some numbers of our total expenditure and our long term profit. The number $24K has been in circling itself in my mind and she has instilled this sense of urgency in me to get the job done. Who doesnt want $24K must be really nuts. For those whose dreams got lost somewhere, remember that it does not matter where you are now. You can still be where you want to be in the future. Take control and take action.

Thank you Naf for lending a ear on friday. I really needed to hear someone elses perspective and who else is better than my phlegmatic/melancholic twin? Luv ya!

I think I was exhausted after the 'kenduri' yesterday. I was so sleepy that I was so tempted to hide in the storeroom and sleep. It was ok, chaotic as always. I am utterly upset when my the screen on my camera cracked. I didnt even broke or dropped it! I realised it when I took it out from my handbag and there it was, broken. I suspected that someone threw my bag or accidently kicked my bag and now I cant even find the time to go down to the shop to fix it:(

I was also pissed with some of my younger cousins. I know they are just little kids but there is just this one girl who keeps pissing me off and I almost wanted to slap her. She just have a really foul mouth and I hate to think that its a reflection of her parents even though I have no problems at all with the parents. It shows how negative she thinks of the people around her and how she only like people who are beautiful and somehow average looking people like me are of a lower class to her. What the hell? I am so not gonna speak to her unless its something life threatening like she is dying or I am dying.

I shall not let this affect me.

Samina is such a psychic. After speaking to her last night, I think she sense that I was so exhausted and thus she let Margaret choose another person to speak instead of me. I have no worries speaking at the Ladies Leadership but I think she thinks its the best thing for me right now. She can be halfway across the world and she still can know what is going on here.

Thank you. I am so blessed to be in your association, part of this wonderful team.
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