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'Click' back to the past / Thursday, November 16, 2006 @ 11:37 PM
'Click' back to the past
I made a mistake. My tenant is a 'he'. Its such a silly mistake and gender confusion is a mistake I am trying hard NOT to make. But sometimes in these times, its hard to tell and you have to admit I am right. His biography is interesting and I promise you will love it there. Click here.

I spent today with a certain ex boyfriend. I used to spend almost everyday watching him. He plays all sorts of things and sometimes he can get me lost in his world. After I realise what he was actually doing to me and my mind, I decided to break it off and move on to reality. He was not really affected which got me madder. The truth is, some of you are dating him right now and you do not realise what he is turning you into. He does nothing for you and never fails to demand your time for him. His name is T.V.

So I finally get to watch the movie 'Click' starring Adam Sandler. I think Adam Sandler is hilarious and he is a great actor to watch, but this movie has a storyline that is actually good and worth watching. For those who have not watch the movie, here is a brief description. Its a about a guy who is so busy with his work and hardly has time for his family. He then got his hands on a universal remote control that can control everything, and everyone. The movie sees 'Michael' the character played by Adam Sandler skipping and fast forwarding parts of his life that he does not like. For example, he skips the time he has to spend with his parents, when he gets sick etc. After a while, the remote fast forward his life on its own even when he does not want to. Without realising he arrived at old age sooner than he was suppose to.

This movie taught me one thing. To appreciate the time now, and make full use of it. Sometimes, in our rush to get things done and to achieve the things we want to achieve, we forget to look around and appreciate the people around us and the luxuries we are having. Before you know it, you are old and wonder where all the time went.

This Sunday I will be meeting some of my primary school mates, some whom I have not met since I was 12. Its exciting and since I was unexpectedly given the 'organiser' role at the last minute, I had to call several people up and I cant remember who they are. Some remembered me and some dont. But I dont blame them really because I was exceptionally very quiet and did not talk much to people. My buddy from primary school, Wati seem to remember everyone and everyone seem to remember her too. She was quiet as well but she was the top student and thats why the fame. I was kinda her sidekick so nobody really knows or remembers me. Lets just say that I was the nerd girl who sat at the back surrounded by boys who were naughty and always talking in class. I was placed there so they could not talk so easily to each other. I remember the boys sitting next to me of course, but the rest of the boys in the class are a blur to me. I remember the girls better and even the teachers who praised me for my actions.

Now, almost 14 years later, lets just say the nerds have grown up and grown out of their boxes. We are no longer quiet, no longer wearing that enormous framed glasses and no more carrying handkerchieves everywhere we go. In fact, after looking at some of the pictures, I still cant recall some of the guys and I do feel bad about it. I guess I dont remember people I do not talk to? I was talking to Wati yesterday and she mentioned about childhood crushes. Come on, everyone has one of those. I had the biggest crush on this Thai guy, he joined the class only in primary 6 and he was 2 years older than everyone. I do not know if its the Thai culture or just the person he is, but he was so sweet and so nice with words. He treated everyone with respect and never ever made fun of anyone, unlike the other boys. I remember being in flush everytime he talked to me. His best buddy then was this guy called Kenny, who has the cutest dimples. He sits next to me and I remember him holding my hands to his face when I told him that I had blood on my hands. It was a joke of course but that act melted me right there. Haha. We also had this common thing happening. We used to leave our books in the cupboard next to us so we did not have to carry our heavy books home. One day we came and our books were all over the floor and instead of blaming each other, we were feeding each other with comforting words. Isnt that sweet?

Childhood was such a sweet memory to me. I was so carefree back then, I used to go cycling downstairs whenever I was happy. Despite all the time spent playing, I still did well in school and life was so much simpler.

It is not the same now anymore and I see children at 7 and 8 years old getting all stressed up. I am working hard now so that my children will get to spend their childhood in the same stress-free environment I did. Just for your children, doing this business is worth it.

What is your most memorable childhood memory? What is your vision of your children in the future?
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