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Character Building Again / Wednesday, November 08, 2006 @ 1:43 AM
Character Building Again


Responsibility


This must be my character building year. Including now, I have been down with fever and flu for more than 5 times this year. I have never been sick so often in my whole life. I certainly hope to make it for tomorrow's BBQ with the class even though it may seem impossible for now.

I just spend a large amount of time doing a site for my class and being the perfectionist that I am, I do drive myself crazy when I want everything to be perfect. I was having coding problems, colour problems and problems that cannot be classified into any categories. I sincerely hope that the class will make use of the site for our own benefits and at least showcase a little appreciation.

After reading this, I decided to write about my own disclaimer. Blogging Chick take the words right out of my mouth and I just wanted to add a few more.

With the introduction of blog in the cyberworld, we surfers have the luxury of reading someone's else's thoughts and feelings from the comfort of our homes. Let me get this straight. I do not write to gain attention or attract attention. I write because I need to express myself in words so as to organise my thoughts. I do not wash my 'dirty linen' in public since I do not mention names, except if you are my ex boss whom to me was the Queen of ALL Evil. For the past years, I have met some other bloggers from other parts of the world and I have been reading mostly about their life or the nonsense they write on their blog pretty much everyday.I find myself going back to read more when their words appeal more than others to me. However I do know that the person whose life I am reading about may be a whole different person outside. Therefore, never assume you know person just because you read his/her blog regularly.

In my case, I have so many thoughts in one day and to write about only 1 thing is a challenge. Sometimes I am lost in my own thoughts and people sometimes think I am day dreaming. I am not..maybe I should go for the test to see whether I lie within the spectrum for autism.

The 2 main reasons why I do not blog everyday is due to lack of time and lack of thoughts. Lack of time is normal to me. I get worried when I have too much time. Having lack of thoughts worries me a lot. It either means that my brain is not functioning properly or it means that my life is so dull and boring that I have nothing to blog about. I have always fear existing. Living life without doing anything worthwhile for others is merely existing. Most people are not remembered for their existence, but for the deeds that they have done. Thanks to their deeds, the world around them is better and they will remember these winners even after they leave this world. That is my dream.

Like the poster mentioned above:
"You cannot escape the responsibility of tomorrow by evading it today."

I have responsibilities and I shall not be in denial about it. I wish some people will eventually understand my position and show me the respect that I deserve. Meanwhile my nose is running and I gotta go run after it!


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