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Freedom / Tuesday, December 05, 2006 @ 7:51 PM
Freedom Ok its been a really dry 3 weeks with us covering theory, theory and more theory. There is so much theory and I dont even know which one is important anymore. Apparently we are the first batch of people to be having 2 quizes and 1 written assignment in a period of 3 weeks. I think its totally ridiculous and hopefully we are the first and last batch of people to go through this. I had such a wonderful time yesterday and even though I was tired since I was in class since morning, I believe in delayed gratification. Somehow, whenever I am with this sunshine friend of mine, we never fail to have a good time even though we are discussing about serious stuffs like business. She brought up some important issues and that lead me to the revelation of some dreams I had in the past that will probably be in my long term memory. I do agree that we tend to worry too much about the future and we forget to enjoy and see the present. I realised this a few years back when I was blessed to go through a traumatic period of adolescence. Why was it a blessing? It is because from that incident, I realized the true nature of people and how this whole world is not as black and white as I thought it was. I learnt a great deal about people, relationships and I dont think I will be the positive person that I am today without undergoing those worse times of my life. Be thankful for: - being healthy - being young - being beautiful (God created you without any disability) - being alive (thus being able to do good) Do not ever forget that. The next time you start to worry about something, think of all the things above. Thanks to those events, I learned to be thankful. To be thankful of having the freedom to do whatever I want, whenever I want without having to worry about what other people say and think. The meaning of freedom has changed for me over the years and now, more than ever, I know that freedom refers to peace of mind and you cant buy that with money. I usually do not read horoscopes as I do not believe in them. However, Fifi pointed out what the horoscope says about her sign today and I cant help but feel there is some truth in it. Am I becoming superstitious? I could not resist looking at mine and it says these 2 things: 1. Focus on getting what I want and I will get it. 2. Do not worry about personal life, ignore it for now. By the way, I am a Pisces. I can agree with number (1) but for (2) what in the world? Like I have not been ignoring my personal life for the past 10 years?! Hanim shared in the train that when God created us, He created us in pairs and we just have to find the other pair. But as the clock goes tick tock and minutes, hours, months and years passed, and my other half is nowhere to be seen, I wonder if he is lost somewhere in the desert. That, or he is too busy looking for his dirty socks. |