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Everything is temporary / Monday, January 15, 2007 @ 11:34 AM
Everyone, please take a moment to visit my roomie for the week, Blue Panther! His blog, The Blue Panther Experience is one of the very rare positive blog left on the blogsphere. He is also the creaive inventor of Blog Your Blessing happening every Sunday. Anyway, I have been lurking around his site so often lately and I think I shall add him permanently on my blogroll. Go visit him and leave him a comment or two ok;) For my other bidders, please bid again next time as it was not an easy choice for me to pick a tenant this week.
You will not believe that I have been having insomnia for the past few days. Yes. Me. Difficulty to sleep. Some of you might already been aware of the fact that I can sleep anywhere and anytime. Thus the name sleeping girl was proudly bestowed to me by a good friend and it has stuck since then. Again, it is not that I purposely sleep when I am not suppose to, it is just that I get bored easily and when something is not hyper active or at least interesting, I will fall asleep. I am not sure why this condition is sticking onto me now, but I sure hope it will not last. I hate to deprive others of watching me sleeping so angelically.
I also had the privilege to spend Friday with Nurul. I was at the SNO Recruitment Talk and there were so many people, some had to stand. After listening to the talk and also some mundane questions from the floor, I realized that most people were worried about commitment and whether or not they can carve out a career as an SNO. I can ensure that more than half the crowd is not even going to make it pass the first round of elimination. They lack the passion that my current classmates now have.
After realizing that Nurul is having some temporary insanity when she informed me about using her own money to pay some of the students fees to shut the evil witch up, I am more determined than ever to help her get this position. This kind of passion and commitment is rare and that is exactly was a SNO needs to be. Power of spoken words, she will get this job.
I had a very interesting conversation with someone just now and that led me to thinking about some very serious issues about my life. I just realize that in my obsession to make things go perfect and wanting things to be perfect, I may have just closed my heart from some other things. This worries me because as much as I do not want to feel this way, I cannot stop this feeling. I understand that the world is an imperfect place to live in and I have to accept some things the way they are. I am not perfect myself. Nevertheless, I made a decision long ago that I shall not settle for mediocrity or anything lesser than that.
Sometimes I wonder why the path is not as easy for me as it was for others. Maybe it is because I am here for a bigger reason than theirs. I hope God will eventually help me open my heart and give me the patience to find the right people to work with - in business and in social.
Everything is Temporary
Everyone, please take a moment to visit my roomie for the week, Blue Panther! His blog, The Blue Panther Experience is one of the very rare positive blog left on the blogsphere. He is also the creaive inventor of Blog Your Blessing happening every Sunday. Anyway, I have been lurking around his site so often lately and I think I shall add him permanently on my blogroll. Go visit him and leave him a comment or two ok;) For my other bidders, please bid again next time as it was not an easy choice for me to pick a tenant this week.
You will not believe that I have been having insomnia for the past few days. Yes. Me. Difficulty to sleep. Some of you might already been aware of the fact that I can sleep anywhere and anytime. Thus the name sleeping girl was proudly bestowed to me by a good friend and it has stuck since then. Again, it is not that I purposely sleep when I am not suppose to, it is just that I get bored easily and when something is not hyper active or at least interesting, I will fall asleep. I am not sure why this condition is sticking onto me now, but I sure hope it will not last. I hate to deprive others of watching me sleeping so angelically.
I also had the privilege to spend Friday with Nurul. I was at the SNO Recruitment Talk and there were so many people, some had to stand. After listening to the talk and also some mundane questions from the floor, I realized that most people were worried about commitment and whether or not they can carve out a career as an SNO. I can ensure that more than half the crowd is not even going to make it pass the first round of elimination. They lack the passion that my current classmates now have.
After realizing that Nurul is having some temporary insanity when she informed me about using her own money to pay some of the students fees to shut the evil witch up, I am more determined than ever to help her get this position. This kind of passion and commitment is rare and that is exactly was a SNO needs to be. Power of spoken words, she will get this job.
I had a very interesting conversation with someone just now and that led me to thinking about some very serious issues about my life. I just realize that in my obsession to make things go perfect and wanting things to be perfect, I may have just closed my heart from some other things. This worries me because as much as I do not want to feel this way, I cannot stop this feeling. I understand that the world is an imperfect place to live in and I have to accept some things the way they are. I am not perfect myself. Nevertheless, I made a decision long ago that I shall not settle for mediocrity or anything lesser than that.
Sometimes I wonder why the path is not as easy for me as it was for others. Maybe it is because I am here for a bigger reason than theirs. I hope God will eventually help me open my heart and give me the patience to find the right people to work with - in business and in social.
