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A time to mourn and rejoice / Tuesday, May 08, 2007 @ 9:54 PM
A time to mourn and rejoice

The SNOs from dyslexia specialisation are in mourning. We received the news yesterday via snail mail. We were shocked. We were bewildered. We did not know why it turned out like this. We feel so bad for giving false hopes to teachers and our dear students. We promised to be there for them. We made plans to be there with them everyday. To support them. To care for them. To uplift them.

With this schedule of training 3 times a week, from June all the way to August, I wonder why they even call it a one year diploma course. What is the point of calling it a one year full time course when we have to rushed from one place to another? This schedule meant one thing:

Only 1 week of holidays and I have to start planning for my leaves. I was just about to redirect my focus onto business. This is a major distraction. Damn it.

I shall not let this bother me. I shall proceed with the original plan of becoming Eagle. Nothing can stop me.

Today I spent some time with Naz, whom I have not met in ages. As usual, I ended up waiting for princess to arrive. I do not think in all the years, she has ever arrived earlier than me. Hmm..let me recall, yup, none. Anyway Naz is getting married this month. I know, it feels like just yesterday we were skipping lectures to go to town. Time went by so fast.

It is always great to see and old friend. I think our timing to meet was good because I was almost bursting with frustration regarding THE issue. I cant remember being so upset about something in a long time. It is truly a blessing that someone is there to listen and understand. That is all I am asking for. I am not looking for sympathy but just a little understanding that seems to be so rare for me nowadays. This is truly a reason to rejoice;)

I cannot believe I still nursing from the bad words said about me, to me. Words can hurt, be careful what you say to others. Part of me laughs, part of me cry, part of me wants to question why.

Oh well, what doesnt kill me will make me stronger right? After revealing some really personal issues to Naz, and talking about my encounters with the useless men, I realised that I am so close to becoming a lesbian.

Funny. Please laugh. Haha. Hoho. Huhu. Hihi.

Oh God, I am going nuts.

Life is not fair, but God is good. Still keeping a little faith..........
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