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Me? / Wednesday, December 19, 2007 @ 3:54 PM
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Hi lovely people. I am going through one of the more challenging days. However I know that I will get pass this stage and move on!

The decision to be at the malay open was a good decision! I learnt so much, mainly the malay words for showing the plan. Our dear leader Aman and Melly were awesome and as they were speaking, I cannot help feeling so amazed and full of admiration for this couple. It was a simple plan, too simple, ordinary people, too ordinary. The simplicity just blew me away. I believe that last night was a begining, there will be many more open meetings in malay and I am too excited about it!

What happened yesterday was, instead of asking the different levels of pin to stand, they called out ibos to say a few words. So while the host was inviting someone on stage, he called ' miss nur afri' and I thought, wow what similar name we have! However, nobody stood up so I turned to the back and mouth 'Is it me?' to ImNeo.

Anyway, after that he said the right name and it turns out, it IS me. They were calling my name and I was there totally lost and had no idea why I was chosen to say a few words. I was still shock when I went on stage and I dont remember exactly what I said, but it was a mixture of english and malay. Haha! I sincerely hope whateverI said made sense.

It was an honour to be called upon like that, but I thought my pin was really too low to be called upon. I have to break bigger pins man, and this month, it shall be done!

Today I faced one of sceptics while sharing the plan. He was a bit rude and I was getting annoyed by his remarks and all his comments but overall I thought I handled it pretty well. It is no use taking offence by what people say because most people do not have the whole picture kinda of information to make comments like that. His wife was nicer, and more receptive, who knows, this guy might be my 'Lou carillow'. Haha!

In the end I did what I wanted to do, and I have no regrets.
If God wanted us to work our whole lives, he would have made us all cows.

Today shall be a more awesome day than it already is.
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