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The one that drives / Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 9:31 PM
The one that drives
I do not remember doing this test before, perhaps I have done who knows. Got this little test link from Naf's blog. I deleted my name at the top, just so to protect myself from some of you psychos out there. Haha. This week is generally overwhelming. I have this habit of rebeling when I begin to feel overwhelmed or stress. Except for my bestie who shared a workplace with me before, the rest of you have NEVER see me rebel big time. You dont want to, trust me. Haha. I am also dragging my feet to department meeting tomorrow. It is the only meeting I feel so useless, I hope whatever we planned to do will get the approval of the Big Boss. Haha..if not, hmm, I will rebel, gosh, we dont want that to happen. I think it will be a big shock for some people who still think of me as nice and sweet. Muahaha. On the side, I have got to focus on getting the more important things done. I am only left with 4 weeks! That is not a lot of time especially with the Hari Raya celebrations. This year, we will be at home on the first day! My mom's side will be coming over and since this is like the first time ever we are hosting on the first day of Hari Raya, that means I have a lot of cleaning up to do. But I have no weekends! This weekend, I am fully booked on appointments in the west, followed by a team meeting. I do not even know where to put the books and cds lying around pretty much everywhere. However I take it as a good sign! It means, WE ARE GROWING! Woohoo. Despite it being the fasting month, I do not see any reasons why business should slow down at all. I mean, if you have a shop, do you close it down during the fasting month? No right? So there. This year, alhamdulilah, I was able to schedule all appointments away from foodstalls so we have moved our STP to homes. I was also able to schedule all appointments in such a way that I miss minimal terawih prayers. So, anything can be done if your heart and mind is on the right track. Which reminds me, I do not want to hear any negative comments or comments in the form of questions on the first day Syawal. Coming back, I am super excited over what is happening. Samina was right, expect good things to happen and it will. I keep reminding myself why I am doing this. What is the whole picture behind this. It drives me. It drives me out there to continue to fight for freedom. You cannot ask for freedom, you have to fight for it. Only when the price is paid, the prize will be yours. It will be mine, no doubts about it. I am so exhausted and tired over work. Not the teaching, the other things surrounding it. So I am so glad and blessed to have something else on the side. Just in case you know... 9th Commandments of Success: (Og Mandino) Thou must never forget that it is alwayas later than ye think Shed tears now, while your heart still beats, for the flowers you will never smell, the good deeds you will never do, the mother you will never visit, the music you will never hear, the pains you will never comfort, the tasks you will never complete, the dreams you will never realise. Fasten this warning deep in your mind, not for sorrow's sake but to remind yourself that today may be all you have. Today is all I have. I am getting this done. This burning desire will be what will drive me. |