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You can call me Noi! This blog consists of my thoughts. I am just a simple person with BIG dreams! Like the charcoal, hot pressure and extreme heat must be present in order to create a Diamond. I am in the exact same process.



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G.O.A.L / Tuesday, December 09, 2008 @ 11:37 PM
G.O.A.L

I wanted to post and blog about the pictures last night but was caught up with phonecalls from very excited people and after all the excitement, I could not organized my thoughts so I decided to wait until today.

For the first time, we gathered at Woodlands and Cik Iwan's place. It is good that his place is big because the family is big and I think we will have problems in future if the family keeps growing. Good problem to have yah. Please do not keep asking me the same question. I will keep giving the same answer.

What was so interesting last night was this. One of my dear aunties just got a fraction of her CPF money. What she did totally inspired me and excite me. She actually gave everyone, including adults, money in an envelope or what we call it 'ang pao'. I thought that was so generous of her, I mean, she does not have to do that but she did it and I am so amazed by it. She is of course the only auntie who religiously get products from me and since they do not have any children, I think it is also my responsibility to take care of her whenever she needs it.

I thought this was a brilliant idea because the more you give people, the more people will make duas for you. After thinking about it and sharing it with some of my team mates, I thought I will do the same thing! I think my auntie gave the adults about $50 each and I think the kids got about $20. Do not forget that I have quite a big family so its really a lot of money.

Ultimate Goal:
Therefore, when I go Emerald, everyone in the family will get a minimum $50 each.
When I am Diamond, everyone in the family will get a minimum of $100 each.
InsyaAllah.


Just like the law of sowing and reaping, the more you give, the more you get back. There is an abundance of wealth out there and we need to think differently from the mind that created the problems that we have now. I think its extraordinary to do this and people who received this from her should use this lesson to guide themselves in thinking differently for a better future. Wouldnt it be great if everyone aspires to do the same? We will be sharing duas and wealth with each other! I think its pathetic to keep hoping that people will give you money whenever you are short of it. God gave you a brain, 2 legs, 2 hands, go do something about it! The world is filled with people who are not poor but simply lazy.

Laziness is nothing but a sin.

Anyway, over at dad's side, we learn a couple of magic tricks thanks to my Mdm Twister who let out all the secrets! Haha. It was so hilarious when my grandma thought my auntie was 26! Lol! Check out the goofy glasses that everyone tried on!


Of course me and bro also did not want to miss wearing it. Hey, dont I look pretty in the glasses. Haha!



Today I had a lovely time with beautiful lady. I thought we spent the day giggling away and its been some time we got to spend such time together. This person is going to be even more 'jambu' soon so I am very excited about it.

Unfortunately right before phone meeting I was faced with a challenge that can only be solved by doing 1 action. And this action cannot be done by me alone. I am so tired and I really felt like telling someone not being able to do that really sucks. Please keep me in your duas for this matter, may God continue to strengthen me via your words and encouragement.

Fortunately the phone meeting went awesomely well and now I am fired up all over again. However I still think I need to rethink my personal goals and I need to speak it. It is so difficult to change and get it done but it is not impossible. I cannot let uncertainties rule my decision and cannot let fear cloud my judgement.

Something I learnt that impacted me from the cd 'Structure Your Business to Win' by Dr Hall and Mischelle Newball

Decision: I am a person of action.

Beginning today, I created a new future by creating a new me. No longer will I dwell in a pit of despair, mourning over wasted time and lost opportunities. I can do nothing about the past. My future is immediate. I grasp it with both hands and carry it with running feet. When I am faced with a choice of doing nothing or doing something, I always choose to act. I seize this moment and I choose now.

Speak to me via your actions...

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