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Live Life! / Friday, October 27, 2006 @ 12:07 AM
Live Life! I have had a very frustating day! I have been all worried about not being able to finished ICT to the best of my ability so my project partner and me stayed back till it was dark to do whatever we can do. Too bad the library had to close if not we will still be there! The thing is, my laptop at home is so darn slow and I have problems playing video. Conveniently, the last incomplete part of my project is the insertion of video into the slides and its so annoying because I cant seem to find a suitable short video on baseball! I thought it is a famous game!! And my brother is so selfish he does not let me use his computer. So now I am stuck, not able to do anything until I get to school tommorow, which will be early morning. I am going to be so glad when I hand this project in tommorow! I have been cursing to myself all day. Dutchy, dont be mistaken. Truth is, I totally suck at IT! I really suck at it and I hate not being good at it. It is almost unbelievable how I simply suck at it. But today I experience being really stupid doing this IT project. Is this my disability? I really suck at it ok? I know some people who are really smart and who are experts at this but I am not ok? Please understand. I hate it when I feel so small not being able to do it but this is just not my strength. So today I decided to live my life according to my expectations and not according to others expectations. But the next time you feel that you are smarter than the person you are talking to, make sure you DO NOT make that person feel small or inferior. You might not realise it but let me just remind you. People do not like people who make them feel stupid or small. People like to be with people who make them feel good about themselves. Sometimes, it better to be liked than to be right. Ulfy, nevermind that I am not in the picture. I was feeling crappy anyway and the timing and all were not in my favour. Its ok, I was so close to losing it just now but I guess I am such a good actress. I should be wining awards you know. Count your blessings that there were no profanities or outburst, if not I am sure you guys will be scared of me. Seriously. I am in the process of doing a web blog for my batch of SNO who will all be going to different schools next year. I am having a lot of trouble finding a code that works both in IE and Firefox, the available ones are either ugly or complicated to customize. I would like to take a moment to thank JC who not only offered to help, but also offered to help me design the template. That is so sweet. Thank you but I cannot trouble you. The weekend is almost here so no worries, I shall be drowning myself in my assignments, the remaining ones anyway, while waiting for your email. Oh yes, and thanks for letting me bunk in your site this week! Muahs. Meanwhile I cant wait for PASE meeting tommorow to rejuvenate myself. I shall be camping out since I shall be out the whole day tommorow from morning to night. Nevertheless, some people just do not understand. Have a great weekend. |