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Sick / Thursday, October 05, 2006 @ 11:40 PM
Sick Girl Ok I admit defeat. I am sick. I had fever 2 days ago. I did boasted that I will not get sick despite the haze. I am wrong. The haze is getting worse and I can smell the smoke...it does not feel good at all. I had fever yesterday. The fever is gone today but the flu is still here. My nose is like the tap..it keeps flowing out..I must looked really gross these 2 days. I must get myself well by tommorow. I am going to be well tommorow at the leadership training. I am going to look good and not have to take out the tissue paper to wipe my nose every few minutes. I must look elegant, no tripping on heels, no dropping my things every 5 minutes, no food stains on clothes, no laughing out loud while eating. Elegant and poised. Thats the key. Today was interesting. Have you ever gone through a time when you have so much admiration for someone? Maybe a colleague, classmate or a close friend? I had that encounter today. There is this classmate of mine whom I truly respect. Its just her positiveness in everything and how she handle bad situations really well. I didnt realise it but I have always respected her. This despite me being annoyed sometimes during discussions because she somehow always provide a good rationale to 'reject' my ideas. I am not stupid ok, I just think differently from some people. However, if my brilliant ideas are replaced by better ideas, why not? I dont mind losing to winners. I am open minded. I am still straight, dont worry. I am not THAT open minded. Even though after listening to some of the girl's love story, I am now more convinced than ever that I am meant to be single forever. I cant seem to change my mind. Anyone that can help me change my mind regarding the male species, please help me! Ok I gotta go blow my nose now. I think I can make music... can you hear it already? |