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Signs / Saturday, September 23, 2006 @ 1:41 AM
I have always believe in signs. I believe that signs are Gods messages to us. If you are observant enough, just look around and you will signs all over the place just for you. God answers your prayers in this way. Stop and look and you will find your answer.

As you know, it has been a pretty rough year for me and along the way, I kept wondering to myself if I can ever get out of this pit. I feel like I am in a deep hole struggling to get out. The most frustrating things was that there were people around but none helped me to get out. I am dissapointed but hey I have come to terms about it. Through this experience, I have become more determined, more independent and stronger than ever.

I felt that God has place me in such situations because He has a plan. I must admit that school, assignments and challenges in this business for the past year has taken its toil on me. I thought of giving it all up and go back to life as before. It was a thought. Just one thought. Then I rationalised. I started to find another way of making it big without this and I could not find anything. Nothing at all.

I felt helpless. This has been the longest challenge for me. Unsuspectingly, it started. The signs. It kept popping out everywhere. These few days, the signs have been more 'in-my-face'. I was introduced to some very excited IBOS through Khairun. I am suprised that these young ladies have more common sense that ALL the people I have been filtering for the past year. I remember this happening to me sometime 2 years ago as well. Just when I thought everything was down, somebody excited and committed comes along. Isnt that Gods way of telling me to stay?

I am so proud of my partners particularly Firdaus and Khairun. They have shown the commitment and I will always be there to support and help. Anything to put you guys on stage. No doubts about it. I cant wait for your success.

Today in particular, my dear classmate Fifi gave me this:

faith

Thank you dear. It means so much!I love it!It is pink because I wore a pink outfit to school today and it just matches my outfit. On it, is the word "FAITH". I have been lacking faith in myself lately. This will act as a reminder for me to keep having faith in myself, my support system and my company.

I shall not look back now. This is the year I am breaking pins and there is no way I am giving this up. Ever.
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