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Real Friends / Friday, September 22, 2006 @ 12:20 AM
I hope you guys are not missing me too much. I wanted to write in yesterday but was too exhausted by the time I got home. I seem to leave the house when it is still dark and come back when it is already dark so I hope you understand.
Thank you for all your kind words. Your words uplifted me and some made me laugh. Its priceless and I really appreciate your presence in my cyberworld. Muahs.
This is going to be a really crazy and hectic week but October seems to look worse! My recess week is next week which means I do not have any classes! Yay! However, I shall be busy finishing off assignments next week and yes I admit that I am a little paranoid. I hope to get everything done as soon as possible so October will not seem so crazy.
I need to apologize to 2 group of friends. My 'langgar' gang from poly and my primary school gang. Coincidently, both decided to have group dinner on Friday at the last minute and I had no choice but to turn both down. Please guys, my Wednesdays and Fridays are for my functions so please do not ask me out on these days. Apparently for both, I was the only one in the entire group who could not make it. Its like suddenly everyone ask me out at the same time! I was free last week and no one asked me out:p Nevertheless, I told the gangs to go ahead without me and them being so sweet postpone the whole outing because of ME. Ok I feel guilty now. I really do not want to be the wet blanket but I am at a loss myself. I know you understand thats why after years, we are still friends. I really treasure your understanding.
Last night open meeting was awesome! Of course, with Eddie and Margaret showing the plan, how can it not be? As you know, they just came back from US and as usual are super excited! I am so blessed to be associated with such leaders. They gain nothing by helping me but they are there anyway. They are truly my love lines and I do not know where I would be without them. This is what I call real friends.
If you have heard of Friendster, I am sure you know how you can simply 'look' or 'search' for people you know online. Friendster, like MySpace allows you to have you own page of profile, including photos and all your network of friends. Of course this means friends who have a friendster account. At the moment I have a more than a 100 friends in my list, mostly consisting of friends from school, colleagues, coursemates and my current classmates. Being on this Earth for 25 years, of course I know a lot of people. I do not mind since most of them are my acquaintances and this is the best way for me to know what is going on with them. For example, if they are getting married, just gave birth etc. I cannot keep calling everyone all the time. There is so many of them and it will be a like a job!
Recent thoughts and events started to bother me. There were some people who just added me onto their list when I have no idea who they are. Being the polite person that I am, I will usually send a message via Friendster to ask if they are someone from my schooldays. The most annoying thing is that, some did not even reply to my message.
I wonder why they want to call themselves friends when they have done nothing to be like a friend. I look back and realise that I have not been a good friend to people at times but there were times I thought I had been and when they get married, or meet someone, I am just tossed aside like some junk.
Is this happening to me only? Have any of you experience this before?
And worse if when they changed their number without informing. I also hate it when people do not return calls back. If you do not want people to contact you, throw away your handphone!
I am so tempted to delete them off my list and I am sure when I do that, they will take offence. But hey I dont really care anymore because I am so done being nice! People take advantage of me when I am nice and there is a lack of respect on their part.
I realise this is ranting but I have always believe that everything happens for a reason. Now I know who are truly my friends and who are just pretending to be one. Its dissapointing but thats the truth. I just hope that one day these people will realise what kind of people they are. I am not angry, just really dissapointed.
Tommorow is a new day.
I hope you guys are not missing me too much. I wanted to write in yesterday but was too exhausted by the time I got home. I seem to leave the house when it is still dark and come back when it is already dark so I hope you understand.
Thank you for all your kind words. Your words uplifted me and some made me laugh. Its priceless and I really appreciate your presence in my cyberworld. Muahs.
This is going to be a really crazy and hectic week but October seems to look worse! My recess week is next week which means I do not have any classes! Yay! However, I shall be busy finishing off assignments next week and yes I admit that I am a little paranoid. I hope to get everything done as soon as possible so October will not seem so crazy.
I need to apologize to 2 group of friends. My 'langgar' gang from poly and my primary school gang. Coincidently, both decided to have group dinner on Friday at the last minute and I had no choice but to turn both down. Please guys, my Wednesdays and Fridays are for my functions so please do not ask me out on these days. Apparently for both, I was the only one in the entire group who could not make it. Its like suddenly everyone ask me out at the same time! I was free last week and no one asked me out:p Nevertheless, I told the gangs to go ahead without me and them being so sweet postpone the whole outing because of ME. Ok I feel guilty now. I really do not want to be the wet blanket but I am at a loss myself. I know you understand thats why after years, we are still friends. I really treasure your understanding.
Last night open meeting was awesome! Of course, with Eddie and Margaret showing the plan, how can it not be? As you know, they just came back from US and as usual are super excited! I am so blessed to be associated with such leaders. They gain nothing by helping me but they are there anyway. They are truly my love lines and I do not know where I would be without them. This is what I call real friends.
If you have heard of Friendster, I am sure you know how you can simply 'look' or 'search' for people you know online. Friendster, like MySpace allows you to have you own page of profile, including photos and all your network of friends. Of course this means friends who have a friendster account. At the moment I have a more than a 100 friends in my list, mostly consisting of friends from school, colleagues, coursemates and my current classmates. Being on this Earth for 25 years, of course I know a lot of people. I do not mind since most of them are my acquaintances and this is the best way for me to know what is going on with them. For example, if they are getting married, just gave birth etc. I cannot keep calling everyone all the time. There is so many of them and it will be a like a job!
Recent thoughts and events started to bother me. There were some people who just added me onto their list when I have no idea who they are. Being the polite person that I am, I will usually send a message via Friendster to ask if they are someone from my schooldays. The most annoying thing is that, some did not even reply to my message.
I wonder why they want to call themselves friends when they have done nothing to be like a friend. I look back and realise that I have not been a good friend to people at times but there were times I thought I had been and when they get married, or meet someone, I am just tossed aside like some junk.
Is this happening to me only? Have any of you experience this before?
And worse if when they changed their number without informing. I also hate it when people do not return calls back. If you do not want people to contact you, throw away your handphone!
I am so tempted to delete them off my list and I am sure when I do that, they will take offence. But hey I dont really care anymore because I am so done being nice! People take advantage of me when I am nice and there is a lack of respect on their part.
I realise this is ranting but I have always believe that everything happens for a reason. Now I know who are truly my friends and who are just pretending to be one. Its dissapointing but thats the truth. I just hope that one day these people will realise what kind of people they are. I am not angry, just really dissapointed.
Tommorow is a new day.
