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Love / Saturday, November 10, 2007 @ 11:17 PM
Love




Today my life was touched.

I was just walking around to see whether anyone needed my help when Dennis came and approached me. He said this: You have to meet this boy.

So I went.

I went. I saw. He was just sitting in his chair, looking obviously really bored. I asked him for his name. Ethan. As he answered my questions, one by one, he started to hold my hand. He grabbed 2 of my fingers and then began touching my watch.

"Why do you like to touch my hand, my watch?" I asked, really curious for an answer.
"Because, it is so pretty. Look! This scarf is so pretty too!You are pretty!" He was also already holding my scarf.

Awww. So sweet, but of course I dont think he can sense my emotions at all. He was obviously very intelligent and speaks with a really cute american accent. I guess this accent is making him look so adorably loveable?

That was a child with autism.

I hurt my feet again today after being made to stand and walk around for 2 hours. I know, it sounds like a punishment right? I was on duty! I thought being present was important since there were so many overly anxious parents around. They came prepared. Cameras, video cameras, water bottles. Oh my, I think the parents were more nervous than their children! Haha.

Last night PASE was super exciting, mainly because we are 1 week away from FED! Yay! I was extremely proud of Naf when she shared about functions! Actually I did not prepare anything on books or cds to share so I thought I wanted to share on last wednesday open meet. However, Naf went up first and she kinda shared what I wanted to share. Coincidence? Hmm, I think its duplication on the same wavelength! You should definitely share more often so that the team can learn from you.Congrats!

I got the message. Demonstrate. It, I shall.

You know how we are sometimes so afraid of being attracted to the wrong things. For example, we are afraid of being attracted to drugs, and all things mean, but what if you are attracted to someone, not of the same race or religion?

Is that like a taboo? It is like a taboo for me.

Ok weird right, for me I dont really want to dwell too much into it. I am just glad that this ice cold heart is still alive. Still feeling. Not emotionless.
I remember telling the cab driver (who was trying to give me advice about how not to be cheated by guys) that I have no worries about being cheated in love because I am a robot. I have no feeling.

I guess on some level, I am a robot, but thats ok.

Haha!

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