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February / Wednesday, February 13, 2008 @ 1:27 PM
February

Generally, February is a very special month, compared to the rest of the months because it is only 28 days long. And once in 4 years, it is 29 days lomg. Can you imagine if someone is born on the 29 of Feb? That person can only celebrate his/her birthday once in 4 years!

Anyway, I am blessed and lucky not to born on the 29th. I could have, I, the baby back then must have known this fact because I was a premature baby- in other words, coming out into the world before its time.

Throughout the years, I came across so many people who have the same birthdate as me. Not really in the same year, but same date and I know 3 people like that through the business. I find this so fascinating. Even in the school now, there is 1 teacher born on the same date! What are the chances of that?! Haha.

People celebrate birthdays for many reasons, and it should be celebrated, because simply being alive is a celebration by itself. I understood this fact only a few years ago while reading a book. Unlike back then, where there were seriously not many things to celebrate, birthdays come and go and it did not really make a difference. These few years has been great and being around children, they reminded me to make a big deal to celebrate birthdays.

This year is different. Its not that I am unappreciative of my life's blessing but my goals have not been met yet and as this date comes closer, it feels like another day, another week, another month just went by without me accomplishing what I really wanted for myself.

So now, this jizsaw puzzle is still incomplete and the missing pieces still nowhere to be found. Without the missing pieces, the whole picture will not be formed. This fact alone saddens me a little, and even though I will not let it affect my outlook on life itself, I cannot help but wonder where are the missing pieces. Are they lost forever? Or are they hidden away not wanting to be found?

Therefore, until the missing pieces are found, I shall not celebrate yet.

"The past cannot be change. The future is still your power."
Hugh White
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