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Shifting into awareness / Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @ 8:42 PM
Its Tuesday! The team and me had an awesome phone meeting last night and I am so proud of every single one of them who were present. I am sure that it was not easy going home late and all but that is the sacrifice they make and one day it will be the difference that separates them from the average person.
The dream team in school and me managed to go out today to buy the gifts for the camp and I felt like were on some kind of reality game show. We were in a hurry to choose the cheap, good and interesting prizes for the kids and it was awesome. Imagine going around the store looking for things to cover a certain amount of money. I was literally holding a calculator in my hand and thank God for Cat who assisted me in this. I think I will be lost without her support. We were also saved by my RO who willingly assisted us by driving us there and helping us keep the gifts in the car. So tomorrow I will be busy labelling the gifts. I have yet to even start planning the games and I am on duty to cater food for the staffs starting from Friday. Let's just say that I am nowhere close to doing THAT. Haha. I keep thinking that what if one day I forgot to cater food? The whole school staff will be starving! Muahaha.
I have begun to make use of waiting time. While waiting for Isyak, I usually will go to Mum's room and lay flat her super comfortable bed. These days, I come with a book that I recently started reading and within 4 days, I am halfway done with the book. If I had chose to laze around, this book would probably be sitting down in boredom on my shelves along with other books left there. They could probably come together and form a club called 'Books being ignored because our master is too busy'.
I shall share something in the book that I thought was powefrul.
'Our thoughts are a window into how we conceive ourselves - our strengths, our weaknesses, our limitations and aspirations. And yet most of the time we float from one activity to the next without considering that we can choose to think in a more positive way.' From the book: Are you ready? - Bob Harper
I do agree that we tend to go into blank zone when we are tired. I do sometimes wonder how time went by so fast that I do not even remember climbing up the stairs to my class and suddenly class was ending and I will be like "Its over so soon?"
As I looked back at this busy year, I do realise that I was pretty exhausted even though its the beginning of the year. I was tired and I would sleep like a log. When I started the good eating and exercise program, I was suddenly so energetic. Imagine starting the day at 6.30 am and still doing workout at 9 pm? Then I realise that I was tired because I was not aware. I was not fully aware of my mind, its like going on autopilot mode. Its time to shift into awareness!
Imagine carrying 3.5 kg of weight for the whole day? That was me a few months ago. I was carrying with me all this weight and no wonder I was tired.
So I decided to take charge now, if not now when?
I am sooooooooooo glad that I did not gain any weight during this one month break. I cannot wait to get back to class this Sunday even though I will still not be able to go all out. I still have difficulty jumping or running so doing cardio will be simplified (boring!) Today, as I was walking along the corridor, Josiah, a boy whom I did not teach but somehow know my name, was asking me if I lost weight.
That made my day! Woohoo. At first I was so excited but on second thoughts, I was wondering why he was staring at me :p BUT... I shall acknowledge that I still have a long way to go and I will persist and continue!
Today's lunch was salad. The honey tomato tasted good. It was recommended by Dolly so thanks honey.
Watching the biggest loser always make me cry. Crap.
I shall be able to dance in CL and LO class by Sunday, 31st May 2009.
I shall break 2 Eagle legs by August 2009.
I shall make it happen, and take the actions necessary to get it done so I can make my uplines proud.
I shall not be denied.
Shifting into awareness
Its Tuesday! The team and me had an awesome phone meeting last night and I am so proud of every single one of them who were present. I am sure that it was not easy going home late and all but that is the sacrifice they make and one day it will be the difference that separates them from the average person.
The dream team in school and me managed to go out today to buy the gifts for the camp and I felt like were on some kind of reality game show. We were in a hurry to choose the cheap, good and interesting prizes for the kids and it was awesome. Imagine going around the store looking for things to cover a certain amount of money. I was literally holding a calculator in my hand and thank God for Cat who assisted me in this. I think I will be lost without her support. We were also saved by my RO who willingly assisted us by driving us there and helping us keep the gifts in the car. So tomorrow I will be busy labelling the gifts. I have yet to even start planning the games and I am on duty to cater food for the staffs starting from Friday. Let's just say that I am nowhere close to doing THAT. Haha. I keep thinking that what if one day I forgot to cater food? The whole school staff will be starving! Muahaha.
I have begun to make use of waiting time. While waiting for Isyak, I usually will go to Mum's room and lay flat her super comfortable bed. These days, I come with a book that I recently started reading and within 4 days, I am halfway done with the book. If I had chose to laze around, this book would probably be sitting down in boredom on my shelves along with other books left there. They could probably come together and form a club called 'Books being ignored because our master is too busy'.
I shall share something in the book that I thought was powefrul.
'Our thoughts are a window into how we conceive ourselves - our strengths, our weaknesses, our limitations and aspirations. And yet most of the time we float from one activity to the next without considering that we can choose to think in a more positive way.' From the book: Are you ready? - Bob Harper
I do agree that we tend to go into blank zone when we are tired. I do sometimes wonder how time went by so fast that I do not even remember climbing up the stairs to my class and suddenly class was ending and I will be like "Its over so soon?"
As I looked back at this busy year, I do realise that I was pretty exhausted even though its the beginning of the year. I was tired and I would sleep like a log. When I started the good eating and exercise program, I was suddenly so energetic. Imagine starting the day at 6.30 am and still doing workout at 9 pm? Then I realise that I was tired because I was not aware. I was not fully aware of my mind, its like going on autopilot mode. Its time to shift into awareness!
Imagine carrying 3.5 kg of weight for the whole day? That was me a few months ago. I was carrying with me all this weight and no wonder I was tired.
So I decided to take charge now, if not now when?
I am sooooooooooo glad that I did not gain any weight during this one month break. I cannot wait to get back to class this Sunday even though I will still not be able to go all out. I still have difficulty jumping or running so doing cardio will be simplified (boring!) Today, as I was walking along the corridor, Josiah, a boy whom I did not teach but somehow know my name, was asking me if I lost weight.
That made my day! Woohoo. At first I was so excited but on second thoughts, I was wondering why he was staring at me :p BUT... I shall acknowledge that I still have a long way to go and I will persist and continue!
Today's lunch was salad. The honey tomato tasted good. It was recommended by Dolly so thanks honey.
Watching the biggest loser always make me cry. Crap.
I shall be able to dance in CL and LO class by Sunday, 31st May 2009.
I shall break 2 Eagle legs by August 2009.
I shall make it happen, and take the actions necessary to get it done so I can make my uplines proud.
I shall not be denied.
