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Master of emotions / Wednesday, January 31, 2007 @ 12:26 PM
Master of Emotions

I have been having weird dreams lately despite the fact that I read positive books before I go to bed. After realising the power of the sub concious, I am now very careful with what I read and even think about. Sometimes I will come across a weird thought for just 1 second and the issue will still appear in my dreams at night. I like to think that I am resolving my issues while sleeping but the recent dream that I had could be the summary of what I am going through lately.

In this particular dream, I was trying to reach to the top but there were so many obstacles, people were throwing javelin at me. (yikes!) There were so many of them! Then I remember trying to go up this huge pile of snow and sand with no fear, its like going through a snowy place and then immediately after that, I had to go through a desert and it was steep and I remember being very tired. But whatever happened, I did not gave up, I still went on. When I woke up, I felt incomplete, I did not get to reach the top before I woke up but then again, I think this part of the dream has to happen in reality for me.

I have always believe that your subconcious will pay a huge role in your dreams when you sleep and so I decide to do this test.

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious.

You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep.

You tend to be a very productive thinker.

Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.

You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.


Ok I do not really like the picture but I generally have a lot of worries that I try to brush off as much as possible. I have to train my thoughts to focus on certain things at the right time. I hate it when these tests are accurate.

Ever since classes at DAS started, we were given mountain of notes and reminders of what we will be tested on. It has been ok for me because I know that no matter what comes my way, I shall overcome it and in the end I will rise above all challenges to become the winner that I am born to be. Ultimately I know what I want and where I am heading instead of just following the crowd. Just for that, I am thankful and blessed.

The Britt system is so beautifully design, its main aim is to help each individual create a bubble of positives that will help them defend against the negativity that the world has to offer. Negativity is everywhere, you do not have to look for it. The system is also created accustomed to the auditory and visual learners so if you are not maximizing the full use of the system, you are at a losing end. The best investment you can make for the future, is the investment you spend on yourself. Spend time improving yourself, change your thought process that do not work and achieve that peace of mind that you have always wanted. Get your freedom back.

Recent negativities surrounding me has further forced me to read and listen more so as to dilute the negative thought process that I have been having. Like I mentioned before, when things get bad, remember that it can always go a lot worse. There is this story that Nasri once told us about worrying. It is so funny and come to think of it, we spend 90% of our time and strength worrying about things that are beyond our control. It does not make sense but we are all doing it! Today I shall not worry about things beyond my control.

Business is doing fantastic and someone once told me that you will know that your business is growing when there are a lot of challenges and struggles because if I continue to persist, the product of persistence is success. Therefore even when things are going upside down, and I feel like I am all over the place, I can still flash that smile because at least, I know that this struggle is not forever. Weak is he who permits his thoughts to control his actions; strong is he who forces his actions to control his thoughts. I think I have done well in controlling my thoughts. I do not think negatively of others and definitely do not judge others like before. Even God will only judge us on Judgment Day, who are we, human beings to judge others and not give them a chance?

In this battle, I must remember that before I am captured by the forces of sadness, self pity and failure, this is what I have to do.

If I feel depressed, I will sing.
If I feel sad, I will laugh.
If I feel ill, I will double my labour.
If I feel fear, I will plunge ahead.
If I feel inferior, I will wear new garments.
If I feel uncertain, I will raise my voice.
If I feel poverty, I will think of wealth to come.
If I feel incompetent, I will remember past success.
If I feel insignificant, I will remember my goals.

Today I will be a master of my emotions.

-From the brilliance of Og Mandino-
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