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Patience / Friday, January 19, 2007 @ 11:28 AM
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Thank you for your lovely comments on my shoes. It looks great but apparently not too comfortable for walking long distance. Oh well, looking good has its price right?

Anyway I have finally started writing my paper. I am now at 1200 words so I shall be spending the next few days thinking and writing about disorientation and dyslexia. I know you might think writing the 3000 words paper is pretty easy for me since I do blabber and write a lot here at this blog. However, you are forgetting that I need to write about serious stuffs, and stuffs that actually make sense and logic so it is not that easy. I tend to exaggerate on the facts a lot so I am trying to make meaning of what I write. Due to that, I need absolute silence when I am writing my paper because I need that peace and inspiration to write so yes, not even the radio is on. I felt my brain cells grow and multiplied. You should congratulate me.

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Wednesday open meeting was wonderful but what was even more wonderful is that Naf and I had some time to eat at my newest food addiction, ayam penyet (squashed chicken)! I do not usually fancy eating rice so dry without any soup but I do not know why the food there tastes so great. Maybe it is due to the lovely company I have in front of me? Hehe.

I looked at my planner and realize that my classes will start next week so my schedule will return to its hectic self. Next week already seem pretty booked for me so I am hoping to finish my paper this weekend so at least I can spend the remaining days not feeling guilty about procrastinating. I prefer being busy by choice, because I want to spend every single minute doing something useful so that in the future when I am old and ugly, I will not feel like I have wasted my youth.

I was planning my paper last night when the deejay in the radio was whining about turning 25. It was his birthday yesterday and he was saying all these things about being old, ancient, weak of course, welcoming himself to a quarter of a century. Is he actually listening to himself? Duh.

I guess everyone get a little freaked out when they turn 25 including moi because that is the point where we call ourselves the mid twenties where we should at least be thinking like adults, not some adolescent still confused about his/her own identity. I think I am doing pretty well, of course there are still some things I am still learning about myself and this is what we call a life long learning. No matter what age you are, I always believe that there will always be some things about you that you do not know of.

Sometimes I think that I have not done enough. I should continue to help, and give the care that they need. Sometimes I think I am doing too much, and my help has restricted them to grow.

I may not be able to change the world I see around me, but I can change the way I see the world within me. I am a little messed up these few days and I feel that what I feel is being portrayed clearly in the song Patience by Take That (I am still sane, thank you). In my defense, I did not know the song was by Take That, I just really liked the song. I never in my whole life imagined liking any of Take That song but lets just say that I have had some very strong influence throughout the years. If I say the opposite, she will kill me.

Have a little patience, it will come.
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