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You can call me Noi! This blog consists of my thoughts. I am just a simple person with BIG dreams! Like the charcoal, hot pressure and extreme heat must be present in order to create a Diamond. I am in the exact same process.
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Lost / Saturday, February 24, 2007 @ 11:26 PM
Ok I admit that I have been pretty lost these few weeks. I was not in the right state of mind since last week and it was at the peak yesterday. I am proud to say that my classmates and I survived the 3 hours lesson planning test we had yesterday. It was nerve wrecking because I was still awaiting call from the school. I was the only one left who have not gotten in touch with the school. Actually I did stalked the school my calling them everyday but all they have done is pass me around like a volleyball. I asked permission from Alice to be allowed to pick up my damn phone if the school call since I have been leaving so many urgent messages to so many people. It was nice of them to allow me to do so.
However, moments before I start the test, I talked to Joane, the person in charge of TP overall and she said some pretty upsetting things. It got me so upset just moments before the test and it did affect my performance. I just hope it did not go too badly.
I feel like we were not given enough practice on planning lessons, seeing the importance of it, I have no idea why not much time and emphasis was given in this. I really feel unpolished and any mistakes on my part will affect a child learning in the future.
At the end of the 3 hours, apart from me desperately trying to hold my pee which did not get any easier in the freezing classroom, I was almost certain I floated. Yup, I think I did. I remember not having any appetite to have lunch and in that state of mind, anything was possible. I remember Farhanah asking me where I was going and I could not answer her.
By the way, the school did contact me, in the middle of my test. Thank goodness, I was going to show up on Monday morning unannounced!
I cannot remember anything else about that day apart from me being so bloated and having gastric attack again. I thought it was ok to skip lunch since I was going to have dinner with 2 of my favourite people in the world but that did not happen. I was slightly dissapointed but, there were unavoidable circumstances.
Today was sweet, I received a late gift from my parents. I know the model of my phone is extremely outdated and the dealer was only willing to pay $30 for it! So I did not trade in the phone. We actually split the cost into 3 and I had to pay one third of the total price. Nevertheless, it is still good. I do not really care about branding. As long as the phone works and I can be contacted, it is fine with me. Finally after more than 10 years of complaining of not receiving any gift from my parents, it finally pays of today. Yay. This is the phone, isnt it lovely when it has no scratches and missing parts?
I believe—
that regardless of how intense and interesting a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
Lost
Ok I admit that I have been pretty lost these few weeks. I was not in the right state of mind since last week and it was at the peak yesterday. I am proud to say that my classmates and I survived the 3 hours lesson planning test we had yesterday. It was nerve wrecking because I was still awaiting call from the school. I was the only one left who have not gotten in touch with the school. Actually I did stalked the school my calling them everyday but all they have done is pass me around like a volleyball. I asked permission from Alice to be allowed to pick up my damn phone if the school call since I have been leaving so many urgent messages to so many people. It was nice of them to allow me to do so.
However, moments before I start the test, I talked to Joane, the person in charge of TP overall and she said some pretty upsetting things. It got me so upset just moments before the test and it did affect my performance. I just hope it did not go too badly.
I feel like we were not given enough practice on planning lessons, seeing the importance of it, I have no idea why not much time and emphasis was given in this. I really feel unpolished and any mistakes on my part will affect a child learning in the future.
At the end of the 3 hours, apart from me desperately trying to hold my pee which did not get any easier in the freezing classroom, I was almost certain I floated. Yup, I think I did. I remember not having any appetite to have lunch and in that state of mind, anything was possible. I remember Farhanah asking me where I was going and I could not answer her.
By the way, the school did contact me, in the middle of my test. Thank goodness, I was going to show up on Monday morning unannounced!
I cannot remember anything else about that day apart from me being so bloated and having gastric attack again. I thought it was ok to skip lunch since I was going to have dinner with 2 of my favourite people in the world but that did not happen. I was slightly dissapointed but, there were unavoidable circumstances.
Today was sweet, I received a late gift from my parents. I know the model of my phone is extremely outdated and the dealer was only willing to pay $30 for it! So I did not trade in the phone. We actually split the cost into 3 and I had to pay one third of the total price. Nevertheless, it is still good. I do not really care about branding. As long as the phone works and I can be contacted, it is fine with me. Finally after more than 10 years of complaining of not receiving any gift from my parents, it finally pays of today. Yay. This is the phone, isnt it lovely when it has no scratches and missing parts?
It has been a while since I talked to this person. I am so selfish, I have been so absorbed in my own busy schedule that I have forgotten to be in touch with this person. I shall give this person a call soon.
I believe—
that regardless of how intense and interesting a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
