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I am desperate! / Thursday, February 08, 2007 @ 10:34 PM
Its only the beginning of the year and I cannot believe how hectic it has been. The past few days was filled with gastritis, a cut on finger, lots of work and laminating to do, organizing my mind, staying calm, my desperate attempt not to fall asleep in class, last minute study for test, another desperate attempt to NOT be blur, STP, FUFT, and the list goes on and on.
I have also received my timetable for the practicum and the days and timing are all over the place! I have to be at 3 different places in that 1 month, at different times for classes and I just cannot afford to be blur. The most nerve wrecking part for me will be planning for my lesson plan and that 1 hour of teaching in front of the class that shall be happening soon. Its not that I am nervous teaching kids but the idea of having people watching you teach and then deciding your grade is new to me. So please understand the panicky state that I am in. Thank goodness, my learning centre will be in Fengshan so at least the familiar environment will help me ease the wreck that am close to becoming.
After the TP briefing by DAS on Wednesday, I think most of us were overwhelmed by the information that was passed to us. I remember having a huge headache after the briefing in NIE and that same headache lasted all the way throughout open meeting. I am sorry that poor Naf had to witness me in that state and worst still she had to witness the same state yesterday. I hope she is not too shocked to see me like that! Haha!
After surviving 4 hours of sleep for 2 straight days last week, I was pretty sure I would be able to withstand it again this week. Wrong. I am now walking around like a zombie although I thought I did well today in class as I had my eyes open at least 90% of the time. The next 6 weeks look set to be even more hectic than now so I guess I better be keeping myself healthy and remember to schedule time to eat. This month is the worst. I spend half the time outside eating fast food, as there were no other better options.
The whole point of this entry is for you to see that I am going to be busy. Therefore I really appreciate it when people can be accountable and appreciate my time with them.
I am so looking forward to my Mental Health Day this Saturday. I shall resume my appointments on Sunday.
I had the joy of having this boy who called me yesterday because he still remember me and today he called again because he misses me. I miss him too! It has been so many months and I just cannot wait to meet him and squeeze his cheeks together! I never thought I would feel this way to a non family member.
That person is non other than my darling, Yong Huat!!
I shall go to bed with happy thoughts of his cute face. I need the passionflower and chamomile first so that I can be bouncy again when I wake up in the morning! Yay!
ps: Yong Huat is my favourite student of all time for those who do not know.
I am desperate!
Its only the beginning of the year and I cannot believe how hectic it has been. The past few days was filled with gastritis, a cut on finger, lots of work and laminating to do, organizing my mind, staying calm, my desperate attempt not to fall asleep in class, last minute study for test, another desperate attempt to NOT be blur, STP, FUFT, and the list goes on and on.
I have also received my timetable for the practicum and the days and timing are all over the place! I have to be at 3 different places in that 1 month, at different times for classes and I just cannot afford to be blur. The most nerve wrecking part for me will be planning for my lesson plan and that 1 hour of teaching in front of the class that shall be happening soon. Its not that I am nervous teaching kids but the idea of having people watching you teach and then deciding your grade is new to me. So please understand the panicky state that I am in. Thank goodness, my learning centre will be in Fengshan so at least the familiar environment will help me ease the wreck that am close to becoming.
After the TP briefing by DAS on Wednesday, I think most of us were overwhelmed by the information that was passed to us. I remember having a huge headache after the briefing in NIE and that same headache lasted all the way throughout open meeting. I am sorry that poor Naf had to witness me in that state and worst still she had to witness the same state yesterday. I hope she is not too shocked to see me like that! Haha!
After surviving 4 hours of sleep for 2 straight days last week, I was pretty sure I would be able to withstand it again this week. Wrong. I am now walking around like a zombie although I thought I did well today in class as I had my eyes open at least 90% of the time. The next 6 weeks look set to be even more hectic than now so I guess I better be keeping myself healthy and remember to schedule time to eat. This month is the worst. I spend half the time outside eating fast food, as there were no other better options.
The whole point of this entry is for you to see that I am going to be busy. Therefore I really appreciate it when people can be accountable and appreciate my time with them.
I am so looking forward to my Mental Health Day this Saturday. I shall resume my appointments on Sunday.
I had the joy of having this boy who called me yesterday because he still remember me and today he called again because he misses me. I miss him too! It has been so many months and I just cannot wait to meet him and squeeze his cheeks together! I never thought I would feel this way to a non family member.
That person is non other than my darling, Yong Huat!!
I shall go to bed with happy thoughts of his cute face. I need the passionflower and chamomile first so that I can be bouncy again when I wake up in the morning! Yay!
ps: Yong Huat is my favourite student of all time for those who do not know.
