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Challenge the challenges / Sunday, June 07, 2009 @ 1:05 AM
I just came back from a very exciting night owl. I do not know why I am always so wide awake after the night owl. It could be due to the coffee we drink or it could also be due to the excitement that will be keeping us wide awake all night. As I arrived early tonight, I was talking to Sonal and how we tend to get hungry after open meeting even though we have had dinner. It seems that going to functions is a great way to burn all the calories, with the woohooing and freedom roaring and sometimes even the dancing. Haha.
The Emeralds today was so awesome. Out of all the wonderful lessons that I have personally learnt, what impacted me the most was how he said that everyone will have to go through challenges. Whether you like it or not, you have to overcome it. Surrendering to challenges would mean that you are defeated, and you will continue to be the weak person that you may not realise you become.
Being strong is so important to me, in so many ways. I could relate to him in this matter because it was only recently that I was placed in a situation, a challenge, that require me to make a quick decision. In times like this, sometimes, I look around me and find no one to assist me. I am left to stand on my own, and so I train myself to be so strong so that I will not be easily swayed or emotionally affected. It left me to wonder, if one day I get into trouble, who will actually come and pull me out of the deep pit I have fallen into?
In fact, it was only last month that I was so affected by this, that I went home and cried to sleep. I have not cried for so long and at that time I really felt so alone and again, it was a reminder to me, that I am on my own. I shall not let myself go towards that direction again.
I know, with faith that I will make it, and my story, the truth and all will be exposed into the cd that will be selling like hot goreng pisang. I know that one day it will all be worth it and I will reap more than what I sow.
I refused a trip to KL with my parents just so that I can focus on getting back into shape and shaping my business structure. Its time I stretch and push myself to make full use of this June holidays. Time is precious.
Ultimate eagles being recognized at open. I have to speed up!
Friday marks the last work day for most staffs (including me). We went to the zoo with the old residents from our chosen centre. SP and me were partnered with this old couple. It was cute to see them holding hands and holding on to each other when the walked.
Apart from the lost in translation, I really enjoyed myself. On the way back, while SP and the auntie went to restroom, I was there to accompany the uncle. He almost gave me a heart attack when he boarded the tram without me and I was wondering why he boarded the tram without waiting for his wife! At last, we were separated from our partners and I had to give an sms to SP informing her that the uncle was with me.
Apparently the wife was worried about him the whole time even though SP had reassured her that her husband was safe with me. I was joking with SP that the uncle has nice features, I could tell that he was good looking when he was young. Perhaps that is why his wife was so overprotective of him! Haha.
While waiting in the scorching hot sun, I brought the uncle to the shop and we both stood there below the aircon. Celine and her partner, who happens to be this auntie whom I took the last time, also decided to join us and for a moment we do look like we were blocking the entrance of the shop...all for the sake of air con. Imagine being with him the whole time and not being able to talk to him in a language he can understand! Haha..but I think he was able to understand my gestures so it was not too bad.
Anyway, I really love the animals and I enjoyed myself! I remembered wanting to be a zookeeper when I was younger because I wanted to be with the animals so much and it sucks that I cannot even have a pet.
Even the gigantic elephant looks so adorable to me.
After the tiring day, we had lunch specially catered for us. Food was great, I might consider this caterer the next time I need to order food for the staffs. That was my only meal of the day.I was still so full so I did not have any dinner before going for the LO class.
Jade, who was the instructor in LO is so gorgeous to me. This is probably the second time I am attending her class. It was followed by KB class by Bong. I told him that I was experiencing some knee injury and he immediately tell me:
"Ok, no jumping for you, always keep you knee bend, and lower the intensity of your kicks."
It is so important to inform the instructors so that he will not push me to do anything I cannot do. You can always tell the experienced instructors from the new instructors by their response. Its always calm, immediate and reassuring.
The KB class was so good and I wish he was not the replacement instructor. Plus, he still sounds like EDC Jimmy from Indonesia to me. Hah.
Tomorrow is a busy day for me, but no worries, I shall be taking Monday morning off from all activities to rest and get myself balanced all over again.
5 nights here I come!!! I do not care whatever challenges that are thrown on me, I shall challenge the challenges!
2 Eagle legs
August 2009
Challenge the challenges
I just came back from a very exciting night owl. I do not know why I am always so wide awake after the night owl. It could be due to the coffee we drink or it could also be due to the excitement that will be keeping us wide awake all night. As I arrived early tonight, I was talking to Sonal and how we tend to get hungry after open meeting even though we have had dinner. It seems that going to functions is a great way to burn all the calories, with the woohooing and freedom roaring and sometimes even the dancing. Haha.
The Emeralds today was so awesome. Out of all the wonderful lessons that I have personally learnt, what impacted me the most was how he said that everyone will have to go through challenges. Whether you like it or not, you have to overcome it. Surrendering to challenges would mean that you are defeated, and you will continue to be the weak person that you may not realise you become.
Being strong is so important to me, in so many ways. I could relate to him in this matter because it was only recently that I was placed in a situation, a challenge, that require me to make a quick decision. In times like this, sometimes, I look around me and find no one to assist me. I am left to stand on my own, and so I train myself to be so strong so that I will not be easily swayed or emotionally affected. It left me to wonder, if one day I get into trouble, who will actually come and pull me out of the deep pit I have fallen into?
In fact, it was only last month that I was so affected by this, that I went home and cried to sleep. I have not cried for so long and at that time I really felt so alone and again, it was a reminder to me, that I am on my own. I shall not let myself go towards that direction again.
I know, with faith that I will make it, and my story, the truth and all will be exposed into the cd that will be selling like hot goreng pisang. I know that one day it will all be worth it and I will reap more than what I sow.
I refused a trip to KL with my parents just so that I can focus on getting back into shape and shaping my business structure. Its time I stretch and push myself to make full use of this June holidays. Time is precious.
Ultimate eagles being recognized at open. I have to speed up!
Friday marks the last work day for most staffs (including me). We went to the zoo with the old residents from our chosen centre. SP and me were partnered with this old couple. It was cute to see them holding hands and holding on to each other when the walked.
I hope I can do that too when I am in my 70s. In fact my emotional dream is to walk on the beach holding hands with my husband when I am in my 70s. Even though that dream seems cloudy for now, I shall depend on the small glimmer of hope and faith thats left.
Apart from the lost in translation, I really enjoyed myself. On the way back, while SP and the auntie went to restroom, I was there to accompany the uncle. He almost gave me a heart attack when he boarded the tram without me and I was wondering why he boarded the tram without waiting for his wife! At last, we were separated from our partners and I had to give an sms to SP informing her that the uncle was with me.
Apparently the wife was worried about him the whole time even though SP had reassured her that her husband was safe with me. I was joking with SP that the uncle has nice features, I could tell that he was good looking when he was young. Perhaps that is why his wife was so overprotective of him! Haha.
While waiting in the scorching hot sun, I brought the uncle to the shop and we both stood there below the aircon. Celine and her partner, who happens to be this auntie whom I took the last time, also decided to join us and for a moment we do look like we were blocking the entrance of the shop...all for the sake of air con. Imagine being with him the whole time and not being able to talk to him in a language he can understand! Haha..but I think he was able to understand my gestures so it was not too bad.
Anyway, I really love the animals and I enjoyed myself! I remembered wanting to be a zookeeper when I was younger because I wanted to be with the animals so much and it sucks that I cannot even have a pet.
Even the gigantic elephant looks so adorable to me.
After the tiring day, we had lunch specially catered for us. Food was great, I might consider this caterer the next time I need to order food for the staffs. That was my only meal of the day.I was still so full so I did not have any dinner before going for the LO class.
Jade, who was the instructor in LO is so gorgeous to me. This is probably the second time I am attending her class. It was followed by KB class by Bong. I told him that I was experiencing some knee injury and he immediately tell me:
"Ok, no jumping for you, always keep you knee bend, and lower the intensity of your kicks."
It is so important to inform the instructors so that he will not push me to do anything I cannot do. You can always tell the experienced instructors from the new instructors by their response. Its always calm, immediate and reassuring.
The KB class was so good and I wish he was not the replacement instructor. Plus, he still sounds like EDC Jimmy from Indonesia to me. Hah.
Tomorrow is a busy day for me, but no worries, I shall be taking Monday morning off from all activities to rest and get myself balanced all over again.
5 nights here I come!!! I do not care whatever challenges that are thrown on me, I shall challenge the challenges!
2 Eagle legs
August 2009
