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Designing Our Lives / Monday, March 13, 2006 @ 3:51 PM
I am finally done with the layout! Woohoo! The background and all. Initially, I was having problems changing the background to what it is now but the xanga community over at createblog.com have been so prompt and helpful with their help. Apart from the layout help, they were also involved in providing the scripts for my right module. They just thought of everything and I am glad to be part of the xanga community. I could never have done this by myself. Thank you so much! Muahs!

I have just completed watching Harry Potter's latest movie with great difficulty. Since the show is about 3 hours long, I had to continue watching the 2nd half of the movie only this week. The 1 week break in between was not a good thing as it ruin the momentum of the show for me. Even though I dont completely understand the whole story, it still provided me with great pleasure watching the fascinating special effects throughout the show. Above all, I thought Ron Weasley is soo cute! Just one of my attempts to understand the obsession behind the Harry Potter phenomena.

Yesterday's Pase meeting was amazing. The meetings never fail to make me rethink about the different aspects of my life. Some thought provoking questions will always emerged as a topic of discussion and that will somehow start my series of thoughts on my journey home. So yesterday, I was bombared with this statement:

Most people spend most of their lives earning a living rather designing their lives.

What I understand from this statement is that most people spend so much time working and earning a living. They see the working as a solution to all their billing problems. Thats ok. I can understand that. However what they fail to see is that a job a temporary solution to their permanent problems. Whether we are rich or poor, there will always be problems. Everyone goes through different challenges everyday. It is how we change and grow from the challenges that is important.

At FED last year in KL, the speaker asked us to write down, what we want to appear on our tombstone when we live this world one day. I was shocked as I never really thought about it. Then it hit me. If I were to leave this world tommorrow, what are the people around me going to say about me? That I accomplished what? Nothing! I was doing nothing to help make the society a better place. And who else can make the society a better place but a successful person in their own life. It brought tears to my eyes that I have not touched anyone's lives back then. Nobody's lives was better because of me. I wouldnt want my children to grow up not being able to do what they want to do because I do not have the luxury of unlimited expenditure for them. I wouldnt want them to look at other well to do families and asked me why arent our family well to do like theirs. I wouldnt want them to be deprived of anything while they are growing up.

Pay the price now, to get the prize. If I dont pay the price of success now, I know I will automatically pay the price of failure later on in life.

I remember coming back to Singapore and telling myself that I have to do this. I have to make it in this business. Its a do or die attitude. There is nothing to lose but everything to win. Where else can you find a business that pays you based on the number of people you helped? I have created this sense of urgency, the burning desire and the humility to learn what needs to be learned.

Live Your Dreams

Today I learnt we cannot rush, In looking for someone we can trust

Trust is such a precious possesion, I dont want to end up in dissapoinment

Today I learnt to not care, People's judgement is not something rare

They can say whatever they want, They can think whatever they want

My future is not in their hands, They can stay at the other side of the fence

I am moving forward leaving them behind, Now is time for me to shine

Take a moment to rethink, How time went by in a blink

What is it that you have accomplish, Or is your business still unfnished?

Here I offer you a chance, Go on take a glance

Make a decision for us to be a team

Find the courage in you to live your dreams

--Noi Rocker--

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