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You can call me Noi! This blog consists of my thoughts. I am just a simple person with BIG dreams! Like the charcoal, hot pressure and extreme heat must be present in order to create a Diamond. I am in the exact same process.



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Time for change / Thursday, March 16, 2006 @ 3:30 PM
When I heard the news about the Renu contact lenses solution, I was just as freaked out! I have been using Renu for the past 8 freaking years and yes I panicked! What was soo annoying was that I just bought 2 huge bottles of the solution so can you just imagine how furiuos I was. I did experience some discomfort in my eyes for the pass few months but I didnt really bother to think about it. I just hate wearing glasses. They get in the way of my tudung and doesnt allow me to wear any eye make up. I cannot live without my lenses!

I just came back from a great meet up. I feel like I am blessed that BWW has created such a wonderful filtration system. I have been able to filtrate those friends dear to me and the remaining 'friends'. Nevertheless, I still try to maintain a good relationship with all of them, even though most had underestimated me. It took me some time to learn and realise that not everyone is going to share the same mindset as me so there is no point getting all angry for this.

As you can see from my 'Thought of the day' at my left module, I have been thinking a lot about change lately. I received a letter from MOE asking me to go for a medical check up as a pre-employment routine. Its funny that they say this medical examination is a part of their recruitment process and does not constitue a job offer from the Ministry. I shall be going for it tommorrow as I have already taken an off day from work. Therefore, if there is nothing physically wrong with me, its most probable that I will get this job. Thank you.

I understand that change is not easy especially after getting used to the environment. I truly believe that this is for the best and that to be the person that I want to be, I just cant stay here. My mind keep landing itself in negativity and my mouth keeps saying negative things about you-know-who. I am not proud of this. I am sorry if I had dissapointed anyone, especially these last few months where I have become a complete slacker. I will not be writing the resignation letter yet until I get everything settled on the other side. Trust me, I will be posting it here first so I can hear what you guys think about it. Meanwhile I will try to be as useful as I can, as I love the kids like my own. Its been a great joy seeing some of them grow to the kind of people I am proud of. It is now time for me to help others in greater need of help. It is now time to think about my own future. I shall not rest until I find justice and that peace of mind I so longed for.

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