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Superwoman / Saturday, February 03, 2007 @ 11:08 PM
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Hello to all readers of Voicing My Thoughts! I hope you guys did not miss me too much the past 3 days. It has been extremely hectic for me and I was not able to be online to update what has been going on. I cannot remember the last time I did not go online for more than 1 day. Fret not, its all for a good cause and I shall tell you why soon.

I have so many things in my head and let me spend some time trying to organize my thoughts.

I had 4 hours of sleep on wednesday night / thursday morning and I knew I had the test in the morning. I cannot believe how I did not prepare for the test earlier and it is my own fault for not performing up to expectations. I made silly mistakes like writing sequential instead of sequencing and being a teacher, terms and spellings MUST be accurate. Despite being groggy while doing the test, I was glad that I did not fail it. It was ok, not excellent and I shall make sure this does not happen again no matter how I busy I am.

On Thursday, I had the priviledge to attend the Laundry Care Rally and I was almost certain that I will be falling alseep since I had classes since morning and I was exhausted. However, the person conducting the training was the scientist himself and he was successful in making the presentation interactive and full of humour. Its like, he has a joke accompanying every sentence he spoke. The best thing was that he was able to keep his face straight! I remember laughing every 5 minutes because he was that funny! Who says scientists are boring people? This guys has been working with the corporation longer than my age. 27 years to be precise. His team of research assistants and himself created the brand new SA8 set to make normal people like you and I excited about laundry care detergents. It was so awesome to be there and I learn so much from the expert himself. I am sorry for those who were not there. You missed so much! He was hilarious in his teachings and that just proves the importance of having humour when you teach.

So I did not manage to reach home before 10 pm, thanks to no miracle of the bus. There was a 2 hour Prison Break special since it was the last episode and no one at home even help me record it! I was home only at 10.45pm which means that I missed the beginning part of them breaking out of the jail. I almost forgot that I was starving, after having no time to have my dinner.

It was the same for Friday. 4 hours of sleep after spend so much time trying to figure how how to stuff all the things I need into 1 bag. After the gastric attack the night before, I made sure I got myself a burger before going to An-Nadhah. I always end up starving at night and then eating nonsense food just before I sleep. I wonder why I have not been losing weight.

PASE was awesome as always and it is extra exciting because of the combined PASE. I was tricked. I must keep myself alert when Ender is the host because he always does things to trick me into going to the front and share and there I sit, the naive me. Anyway its always so exciting to have Ender as the host. I have never met anyone who speaks with so much passion about what he is doing. I was honoured that people still wanted to listen to me, despite being low profile the past year.

That is about to change.

After realising that even with 4 hours of sleep, 3 meetings, a lot of appoinments (I cant even remember how many) for the past few days, I am still suprised at how I can still get up from bed and clean my room today.

For some reason, a messy room makes me feel unsettled. I have to be organized and in the obsessive way that I do, I cannot see why I should not use this as one of my dominant strengths. I was not even cranky, just the OCCASIONAL dozing off on class, but nevertheless, still know what the trainer is talking about.That is why, today I shall declare me a superwoman.

I find it funny when people say they are tired and then they spend their spare time watching tv. Being tired is a physical issue. You know when you are tired when your body aches and you cannot even get out of bed. However, I find most people are tired mentally, not because they spend the day draining their thoughts, but because they have set that limitation within themselves. Its all in the mind, its not real.

That to me, is sad especially when they are still so young. We should be having the time of our lives! Live it, do not drag yourself through it.

My other power as superwoman also includes being able to read others thoughts. Please run away from me if you have bad thoughts! Run fast! I shall not spare you even though you are running on foot and I am flying and working against gravity.

Now, where is my cape?
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