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You can call me Noi! This blog consists of my thoughts. I am just a simple person with BIG dreams! Like the charcoal, hot pressure and extreme heat must be present in order to create a Diamond. I am in the exact same process.



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Take the time. / Tuesday, May 27, 2008 @ 9:42 PM
Take the time.



Your Ice Cream Personality:





You are not a particularly modest person. You're proud of who you are, and you don't care who knows it.

You have a wild reputation, but you're not as wild as you seem. You take risks, but only measured risks.

You are a somewhat open minded person, but deep down you're fairly conservative. You don't like trying new things very much. And if you do find something new you like, you stick with it.

You are a natural multitasker. You feel alive when you're doing more than one thing at a time.

You can be a big dramatic and over the top sometimes. You are bold in every way.




Taking this test reminds me that I have not eaten ice cream in a long time! I cannot even remember the last time I ate it. You have to congratulate me on that ok. Basically the ice cream eating procedure happens on 2 occassions, mainly:

1. When I am upset or depress.

2. When I am bored.

I went through the past few months without feeling (1) and (2)! Yay! Ok, I wont say that there are no upsetting moments of course, but nothing as dramatic and as serious like the ones that need the ice cream healing. It could also be that I have been so absorbed in work and business that I have no time to feel bored and when I am depress, I usually sleep it off. There is nothing a sleep cannot cure;)

I believe that one should not be modest. I value recognition a lot and I appreciate that in others too, so whenever someone does something well, we should acknowldge that. It is very important so as not to make that person feel unwanted. I have been doing a lot of things at work, some beyond my jobscope and while I do not do this to 'climb the ladder', I still want to be recognise for the hard work and effort that I have been putting in. It is only human nature.

Looking at my calendar this week is frustrating, I cant make plans, I keep hearing 'tick tock tick tock' in my head! As much as I want to finish it off, there are soooo many distractions and obstacles.I simply want to finish what I have to do at work, and not be bothered by it so that I can FOCUS on the more important things that need to be done. It is only the second day at of the school holidays and I have yet to have any free time! None, so many things needed to be cleared and until I get ALL the things done, I cannot have that piece of mind to FOCUS. While it is true that I can multitask, I do not like to rush things through.

Today I was able to send a thick stack of paper to Kala before I left school. She helps me cut the cards, sometimes cut and paste the flashcards and she laminates the cards for me. I cannot imagine if she is not around, I will be buried under the piling work! I also wanted to give to her early so that she does not need to rush. Now I can focus on the worksheets for the next semester. I was looking at the whole OG scope and sequence and I realised that it will probably take a minimum of 2 years to complete everything! Most students will probably finish it in 3 years. Now, tell me how to cover all 3 years scope and sequence in the next few months before PSLE? Its impossible.

I think I was in a panic moment when I heard my name being called in the staffroom. It was my principal. She was so sweet to ask who was helping me with the flashcards. In that panic moment I revealed that there is no way to finish doing what needs to be done with the P6s. She then went on and tell me to do whatever I can, do not worry too much.

I came across this picture and I thought that it can be my theme picture for this week. We are all struggling to find time and yet people would go all out for money. We can always earn money back, but we can never earn time back. Which is why it frustrates me when people do not take responsibility of their time.

I was talking to some people and realise that some people have no sense of direction and urgency in their life. It saddens me to hear things like, 'see how it goes' because it simply means that you do not have full control of your future. That is not true, everyone of us has the ability to shape our future, some of us are just not using that ability.

I hope you do NOT fall into this category of people. If you do not have the time, make the time! Finish it off!

Open meeting tommorow, hectic Thurs, Fri and Sat. Hmm, I am still looking forward to it!



Time

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