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Feeling uncomfortable / Saturday, June 13, 2009 @ 12:22 AM
Its the weekend again and it feels that time went by so fast. It marks the end of the 2nd week of the June holidays and I have yet adjust myself.
After the camp, the girls and me went out on Thursday. It was Siti's and my first time at KTV ok. The last time I was at KTV was in secondary 2..haha...so many donkey years ago. Anyway it was so fun and seeing Siti so high actually scares me. Let's just say that on the whole, thank God we are not singers because I think we could actually cause a lot of pain to others just by our singing! Haha!
I was also so fortunate to have SP pick me up from home and in the hurry, I actually wore my dress inside out! Can you believe that??!!! I realised it when we were in the lift from the carpark so I quickly went to change. Wah luckily did not bumped into anyone..so malu.
Thanks girls for the lovely time! All pictures, as usual are from SP's camera!
Feeling uncomfortable
Its the weekend again and it feels that time went by so fast. It marks the end of the 2nd week of the June holidays and I have yet adjust myself.
After the camp, the girls and me went out on Thursday. It was Siti's and my first time at KTV ok. The last time I was at KTV was in secondary 2..haha...so many donkey years ago. Anyway it was so fun and seeing Siti so high actually scares me. Let's just say that on the whole, thank God we are not singers because I think we could actually cause a lot of pain to others just by our singing! Haha!
I was also so fortunate to have SP pick me up from home and in the hurry, I actually wore my dress inside out! Can you believe that??!!! I realised it when we were in the lift from the carpark so I quickly went to change. Wah luckily did not bumped into anyone..so malu.
Thanks girls for the lovely time! All pictures, as usual are from SP's camera!
Even though I woke up late today, I must admit I feel kinda lost. I suddenly have so much time and I feel like I am wasting time by not doing anything significant. There is also nothing to watch on tv, I am so bored at home. Hah.
Eddie said this at PASE tonight: If you do not feel comfortable doing nothing, you are going places.
I guess I am at the right track. Or perhaps I am just ADHD.
KB class today was great. My instructor really helped me STRETCH- literally. He actually push my leg further than I ever thought possible. It was painful at first simply because it was uncomfortable but after he helped me push it, I felt good later, even though I was mouthing "crap crap crap" the whole time he was pushing my leg. Yes, even with the annoying hamstring pain. He somehow thinks that I have a fear to release and let go, because according to him, my knee is capable of taking it but because of my fear (of injuring it again) I tend to hold back. Anyway, he finally help me understand why on the whole my hamstring is giving problems while the knee is getting better.
Any kind of stretch is uncomfortable but once you did it, it will never go back to its original position. Same with us, as humans, when you have someone to PUSH you and help you STRETCH, you will never go back to being the same person you were before. Its just a matter of whether or not you want to go through that temporary moment of discomfort.
I was rushing to do an overview just before PASE. It was great that my guest willingly sent me to Margaret's as she was drove. I believe that I have mastered the art of doing overviews but to see the REAL results, I simply have to bring in the numbers.
Tonight's PASE was super awesome, I wish I was not so distracted with the image of Marshmallow Man in my head thanks to YOU! Hah. My dear mentors actually woke up so early to talk to us via skype and I am still so amazed by the wonders of technology. Even though they are so far away, with this technology, we feel close and communication becomes easier. I truly admire my mentors for sacrificing their sleeping time (due to the 12 hour time difference) to talk to us. We cannot afford to not make them proud.
We are all in anticipation of all the wonderful news coming our way. What is important is that, I MUST make sure I make my mentors proud by doing what I said I will do. I am feeling uncomfortable all the time I am at home NOT showing the plan. Its annoying the crap out of me, do you even truly understand how I feel?!! I am almost in panic mode because time is running out and driving everyone to open meeting is the best way to grow bigger.
Its a done deal!
Success! I drop another kilo even though I do not think I look or feel any different! That means only one thing. Momentum!!
Keep the momentum going!!
2 Eagle legs
August 2000
Eagle Academy (Singapore)
Eddie said this at PASE tonight: If you do not feel comfortable doing nothing, you are going places.
I guess I am at the right track. Or perhaps I am just ADHD.
KB class today was great. My instructor really helped me STRETCH- literally. He actually push my leg further than I ever thought possible. It was painful at first simply because it was uncomfortable but after he helped me push it, I felt good later, even though I was mouthing "crap crap crap" the whole time he was pushing my leg. Yes, even with the annoying hamstring pain. He somehow thinks that I have a fear to release and let go, because according to him, my knee is capable of taking it but because of my fear (of injuring it again) I tend to hold back. Anyway, he finally help me understand why on the whole my hamstring is giving problems while the knee is getting better.
Any kind of stretch is uncomfortable but once you did it, it will never go back to its original position. Same with us, as humans, when you have someone to PUSH you and help you STRETCH, you will never go back to being the same person you were before. Its just a matter of whether or not you want to go through that temporary moment of discomfort.
I was rushing to do an overview just before PASE. It was great that my guest willingly sent me to Margaret's as she was drove. I believe that I have mastered the art of doing overviews but to see the REAL results, I simply have to bring in the numbers.
Tonight's PASE was super awesome, I wish I was not so distracted with the image of Marshmallow Man in my head thanks to YOU! Hah. My dear mentors actually woke up so early to talk to us via skype and I am still so amazed by the wonders of technology. Even though they are so far away, with this technology, we feel close and communication becomes easier. I truly admire my mentors for sacrificing their sleeping time (due to the 12 hour time difference) to talk to us. We cannot afford to not make them proud.
We are all in anticipation of all the wonderful news coming our way. What is important is that, I MUST make sure I make my mentors proud by doing what I said I will do. I am feeling uncomfortable all the time I am at home NOT showing the plan. Its annoying the crap out of me, do you even truly understand how I feel?!! I am almost in panic mode because time is running out and driving everyone to open meeting is the best way to grow bigger.
Its a done deal!
Success! I drop another kilo even though I do not think I look or feel any different! That means only one thing. Momentum!!
Keep the momentum going!!
2 Eagle legs
August 2000
Eagle Academy (Singapore)
