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Purpose / Monday, June 08, 2009 @ 11:54 PM
Purpose


You Are Highly Inspiring



You believe that your life has a higher purpose, and you do all you can to achieve it.

You are wise, and a lot of your wisdom comes from self discipline.

You try to live as moderately and modestly as possible.

You make room for rational, small indulgences... while living as ethically as you can.






Life DO has a higher purpose. If you still have not found a purpose in life, please do spare some time to sit with me. I will not influence you but rather I will reveal to you your most inner desires...in a good way of course.

Today was the first day I am not working and yes I so enjoy doing all the things I love. I intended to attend the NB class at 9.30 but I was late so I decided to go for the 12.30 CL class. I arrived early and went on the threadmill while waiting for class to start. The thing about going on the threadmill is that when you are done, your legs still feel as though they are moving. It makes me a little dizzy so I am super careful getting down the threadmill so that I will not create any more injury onto myself.

I had no idea that the CL class was taught by Darryl. I usually attend his Monday night classes so I hope he does not think that I am following him. Hahah. Suprising there were a lot of people in the gym, I am guessing most are 'tai tais' who are not working. There is this particularly auntie, perhaps in her forties who is a regular in most classes. She is so super slim, maybe its due to her attending so many classes. I mean, I would 100x prefer to be a 'tai tai' and do all the things I love rather than work like a dog when I am my forties. I definitely do not need the hectic life at 40 you know. Being a 'tai tai' is seriously my dream ok, not a wish, a dream I am working towards.

What are you laughing at? Its not impossible you know.

Anyway, I had an awesome overview today. I realise that even though I make so many mistakes in the past, I get better and mastering how to do overviews and follow ups was a long process for me, but totally worth it. I definitely do not leave a guest empty handed, be it a yes or not. ALL responses are positive to me and I am glad I figured out how to drive depth. I guess it all comes with experience so the more plans you show, the more people you meet, the better you get.

Tonight I did not have a peace of mind at LO and CL class because I was supposed to have an overview after 10 pm with this person. I was not comfortable with the time (its late and far) but I did not want to make any excuses for myself. So I agreed. When the location of meet up changed, I just did not get a good feeling about it. We have all been trained to be careful, especially as ladies. I did not know what to do, but my heart says that I should postpone it to another day.

I think this whole 'figuring out' is tedious, but I finally understood why it has to be done.

When I do my prayers, I do not pray for God to make things easier for me. Instead I pray for:

- Clarity to help me make the right decisions
- Strength to keep going even when I am tired
- Courage to pick me up when I am emotionally down
- Patience to guide me find the right people
- Heart to help me lead the team who have placed their trust in me

Looking forward to the workshop tomorrow! I am kinda sad that I will be missing FR's classes. I am so curious to see his routine for Britney Spears' Circus! Especially when he cannot pronounce 'Circus'! Hahaha! Not making fun of him but he IS cute in a funny way, I do not know why I have to laugh whenever I see his face, seriously. The gestures and all are soo comical.

Bestie is leaving on Wed. Double bummer :( Now who wants to go swimming with me?

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August 2009
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